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Complication: 3oth April 2o1o Oh great.Soon I will be two timing..Great.Just great.And for those people who spammed me,I dont like that Melissa Foo Wenxian's stead.I like Lightning and he is secondary 2.Dont be crazy.I got tell Ben.You go ask him lo.And Ben,I believe you can study well,wont go to the whatever school for hopeless people one. Dont because you hate the chers then dont go school.People hate you,you dont go school.Teach me wrong thing.Your parents dont care and love you,you talk to them luhs.And as for your stead arhs,since you everyday so much moneh,maybe she dont love you,but she love your moneh.Beware.And no offence,seriously. If you want to come my school fetch me can,I'll be very glad in fact(: And you one pont school also can,just dont let your stead jealous.Dont betray her.And arhs,you go to the back gate of my school,stand there the whole day and see if I got come out lo.You can recognise me I say you pro(; HAHAHA.Ming Hui Jie,I am going crazy.Crazy.Crazy..HELP!!Tell me what to do lehs..I gonna die.Nonono.I am DEAD.He is still in my mind.No.Both of them. Paper one today okaes luhs.Okaes.End here. Crazy over guys? xoxo N I N G Y(: ^^
Complication: 29th April 2o1o WOW!Its coming to the end of the month and its the beginning of..MID-YEAR EXAMS! :o GAMBATEH~ Jia you orh Ning!Tomorrow paper 1 seh.And good news guys,I FAILED MY 2.4!Isnt it great?*sarcastic*Well,almost one week no blog liaos.So let me update you(; Monday was record breaking day!Me and Vivienne didnt quarrel^^ Well,Vivienne vomitted after the 2.4km run.I keep telling myself its 1.6 niaa.But duh,it didnt work D; Yong Chuan funneh lo.Say she vomit blood.HAHAHA.Not gloating over the fact Vivienne. Then I asked Jun Jie to tag me(x And he did.I told him he needed a plastic bag.He say he never use.He was like, 'Wtf? Zzz i use handphone see...The i love u part is for wei xiang right?'HAHAHA.To disappoint you,NOPE! Then he say no need love him one.I got Lightning can liaos.He dont want to be third party.Then I laugh like hell.Then he say later people see liao talk cork.LMAO~ And he also say he not a nice guy.Then blablabla which I disagree.Oh!Oh!Oh! I tell Ming Hui Jie I want to guess Jun Jie surname.First I ask what Kuan En's surname.Then the answer is Ee Kuan En.Then I ask the infront one leh.Is Chong.Then I make stupid guess.Wrong.Then guess again.Still wrong.Then I go see 1E class list.Then guess Chua.Then correct lo^_^ Chua Jun Jie(: Then came Tuesday,I asked Jun Jie to be my Kor.Then after awhile he agreed ;D And his birthday is 1st June.I will remember it.Then I got 40 gans lo.Then blablabla.Suai lo.Take same MRT as Lightning.He alight at Sembawang.Kuan En alight 'with' Vivienne. Then Wednesday,Angela offically became my Jie^o^ YIPPEE.Then got 41 gans.YAYY!Okaes.Then chinese lesson funneh.Xu Lao Shi say what no scissors use hand tear the newspaper,o glue use saliva.Then show start.I complain to Jun Jie Kor.He say she married liaos. Her son still in his class,2G.*jaws drop*Then I ask who,he dont want to say D; Then ask Ming Hui Jie lo.She say is her class index 40.Surname Zhao.Then Vivienne go home use com and find out the full name through ace learning website.HAHAHA. Called Zhao Dalu.Then I tell Vivienne all we have to know is to see how he look like.Then she say very China lo.HEHEHE.Then blablabla.Finally today.Tie day.Must wear the suffocating tie.I wonder how you wear it everyday Vivienne. Then blablabla.During lunch,someone near Jun Jie Kor the spoon hit Vivienne then he was like paiseh paiseh.I thought it was Jun Jie Kor himself.I sms ask him.Then he was like Oh really?Paiseh lo.Then blablabla.Then he say me lah== Wahh.Very polite lehs.My very good example(; Then rain rain rain.Ask Daddy to bring me and Vivienne home^^ HEHEHE.Carry all the things under our table home lo.SO HEAVY.I slept X9 HAHAHA.For awhile niaa.Then bath,watch TV,sms. And use com lo!I chat with Ming Hui then she ask if I like Jun Jie,as in Lightning that like.I tell her I not sure..Then she say she think so.And blablabla.She ask me think carefully.So I'm here to reflect(: Jun Jie Kor,you are shuai luhs.If you think you are,then only will you be.And I say I love you,is I mean it one.Dont always ee or disgusting.Break my heart D; Thats why I 'make fun' of you when you never say ee. HAHAHA.Eee..I LOVE YOU(x Okaes okaes.Reflect.Hmm my mind is like 24/7 thinking of him.Then I like always talking about him.Not Lightning.True.Because Lightning nothing to talk about mahs.Then if he never reply me when I ask him something I feel abit sad.Natural. And when he reply me,I like very happy.Why arhs? O_o Then I also everytime try to 'find' him.WHY?!So in the end..I HAVE NO CONCLUSION!How arhs Ming Hui Jie?!I think I am dead. I must crazy.Siao liaos.Over guys.Haix.Help me people. D; Dont know what to do, xoxo N I N G Y(: ^^ - GAMBATEH for exam tomorrow!
Complication: 24th April 2o1o I aint feeling well this few days.Sorry if I was like lazy or what.Can you believe I actually didnt realise Mid-year's just next week.Must have gone crazy.I today abit siot.Eye sight also got problem.My hand keep trembling.Dont know why. I was like holding the cup and the cup keep on shaking.Then I think I must have been crazy.I totally just not myself in many many ways.My creative juices aint working.My mind aint correct.I hope I'll be fine just after a sleep.But for the whole week,I cant even concenrate on my studies.. I must have fallen ill mentally.Some virus must have gotten into me.Gaming virus.I am now so into lazing around,I cant even bother to do homework.To me is like SIANN luhs.Today whole day was crappy.Tired like siao.Darn. Vivienne,its okaes though.When you say you aint fit to be my friend.Immediatly,I thought about what was to be become of us?I know deep down in my heart,you are the one who truly cares.I just cant figure out whats wrong.. Dont worry,nobody's gonna get hurt anymore.Hey,if we one day never quarrell,its gonna be weird.I think quarrelling over small small thing wont hurt luhs.Please try to understand me.I was abit ill yesterday.I had massive headache directly after CCA. Then was much better.During lesson my mind was in a whirl..So I never go tell cher I want to join publicity.And so,you can get help from me.Nonono,MUST get help from me.I want do flyers. HEHEHE.This morning you sms me liaos.I reply you.Then Jadelyn sms me.Then I sleep a while more.You sms me.Then I awake.Took a long time to think of what to say.Then reply you.Sorry. Then after that sms Jun Jie.Then eat lunch.Jadelyn sms me.Then blablabla.Then alot more crap.I hoped you can understand no matter what,you are my friend.The very best one.Smile Always no matter what. I understand the feeling of getting scolded when the fault isnt with you.I understand the pain when you get caned when is has nothing to do with you.And whats worst,you dont even know what happend. Though I cant help much,I can always hear you out.Okaes,not always.Just say and I listen.I talk about other things is to keep your mind away about that thing.And when I pass letter with Jadelyn,normally is she start first one luhs. And when we are jealous of one another,it proves that we care and we play a very important role in both of our lifes.If I could live again,I would still choose you as a friend.Even though I know we have to go through this. I wont be Ning if you aint Vivienne(: I want to let you know how much I love you^^ You rock(X Thanks Dephne.You rock too(x All is never lost.When everything is lost,it means you are dead and even god is not with you.. And my dear darling,I was sleeping alright.But you sms me so I wake up to reply lo ;D I havnt change my buttons yet!OMG!!Die die die.DEAD.==" Jun Jie no reply me one..So bad.Nevermind.Just to let you know Jun Jie.. You are a nice senior actually.Is just your circle of friends.Some are not that friendly and nice.Spoil your state of mind.And yes yes yes,you very mature.I very lame and very childish and immature.But thats me.Young at heart(: ROFL~ You are that very shuai kor sitting infront of that shor..Err Kuan En ;) Very shuai luhs.Dont worry.And arhs,dont so bad lehs.Talk to me half way gone.Make me lose.Xeres was like he wont reply. Then I was like you cant foresee the future.I am so gonna prove it(X Then you never reply.Become he can 'foresee the future'.Ee.I always wanted to tell you that I love you(; But well,never had a chance. I only say I missed you then your reaction so big T_T Then I dont dare say lo.Sad.So right now,I want to use this chance to say I love you(:And hor,you never wake up earlier then me lorhs.I woke up at 9+ I think. Jadelyn sms me liao.Then I half awake,half asleep.LMAO~Hehee.Tired liaos.So,please.I love everybody.All my dears.I want be all your darling(: JKJK.Tiring tiring tired.Byee. I hope,pray and wish a miracle would happen, xoxo N I N G Y(: ^^ - LOVE VIVIENNE(X
Complication: 23rd April 2o1o Life aint gonna be great.I dont know why but I think I am so useless.I cant do anything great.My mid-year is confirm gonna disappoint mummy.I cant fix things that I've screwed.I just..Feel useless in many ways. School has always been a place for me to escape from the reality.But now,it seems to be the source of everything.My happiness and my sadness.My smile and my frown.My laughter and my tears.My dreams and my nightmare. How can I be my true self when you aint yours?I cant seem to believe that I kept things to myself.I cant believe that there will STILL be this day I will HATE MYSELF to the core.I cant believe things will turn out this way for you and me. I know you have friends here.But I dont.Even if I have,they aint strong relationships.If things were to end here,both of us are going to get hurt.Very hurt. Unless you never realise the truth behind why we are ALWAYS quarrelling,its because we like to piss each other of.Its in our personality.Well,at least its in MINE.And well,no offence,you always think you are right.Then everything and everyone is always wrong. I know I have no rights to actually tell you off.But maybe there should be a time you look upon yourself and well,see whats wrong.If the problem isnt with you,then it will be with me.That can be confirmed. Dont lie to yourself.Its not gonna make me feel good or what,but its just to confirm with yourself you are not wrong.I am not prefect.I know sometimes whatever I say is filled with sharp ends and hurt you in some ways. But,thats me.I learnt to always say what you dont like.Cause if you dont say,the space between the two of us will be greater.You know I hate people who lie.You kow I prefer people to say straight in the face.But,its like you always tell Angela things I dont know. Maybe because you think I not fit to know.But I can confirm and be very sure that I am jealous when ou chat with her.Somethings in life once done,can never be turned back.Seize your chance.Cause there might only be this once. I dont know whether you will be angry when you see all this,but I have this feeling inside that you will be unhappy.Vivienne,you are a great friend,just your temper + your impulsivity + my temper + my impulsivity is getting us no where.. Sometimes I cant help to see flaws on you.But I keep telling myself,you aint prefect.One day you will know why I didnt point out your flaws.Cause they are what that makes you who you are;Vivienne.Sometimes I think we both are selfish. Sometimes selfless.Sometimes..Just need a little more space..Take time.When you think you aint angry or anything,sms me.I will miss you :] Hmm,today Jun Jie ask me why I like Lightning.Alot of undescribable reasons.I'm sorry for my mood right now.I didnt mean to make you worry about me,Bowen Kor. And dont worry for me,I wont cut myself.I will never dare.But will I just have emotional scar lo.Thats all.Nothing much.Can you believe I almost cry while typing.I must be crazy. Jun Jie,why dont let me take the bus.You get off luhs.I need go Rainbow Center liaos.Emergency lehs..Not enough space jiu dont let me go.So bad D; Anyways,thanks for being there to chat with(X Thanks Bowen and Jun Jie. Love you two.Though I bet Jun Jie will say disgusting..HAHAHAHA.He's funneh.Really(: TIRED.DEAD.STUPID.AINT PRETTY.STRESSED.CHEATED.BETRAYED.HURT.It aint gonna be better.Its just going down.Too deep till its like getting a DEATH sentence.. Crying without you knowing.Complaining in my mind.My heart disagreeing with all the complains.My state of mind is in a mess.What is going to become of me?I want to take lots of pills and just die. Living has already lost its meaning.The only strength - Gone~ The only problem - Leaving an emotional scar~ Sentenced to death, xoxo N I N G Y(: ^^ - DEAD and USELESS.
Complication: 22nd April 2o1o Life hasnt been well this whole week.Monday,I updated you.Then to add on on my last paragraph,LIGHTNING HAS NOT CHANGE HIS PHONE NUMBER. Which means Lightning never say I irritating.Is his friend,MY PSL(Peer Support Leader);Stupid Kuan En.Why I got such a PSL like you?Also not supporting me..Call what kind of PSL are you..?CHEH! Then on monday I also say got two other unknown guys sms and scold me.One is Jun Jie,the other is Wei Lun.Confirmed.I like Jun Jie better.He never scold vulgarities.Only alot of comments on my language. His language like worst then me..What scold vulgar?LOL!But he damm funneh.He say,'They is they ma... U know y i say no vulgar? It is easy cause in case some ppl talk crap sing song sabo say scold vulgar in message then i will not tio wad...'.FUNNEH! Then Tuesday morning cause school start late.Then me and Vivienne still go school at normal time to slack mahs.Then after that Alina earlier then all her friends so she pick a seat quite far away from ours.Then the Wei Lun come. He go sit with Alina then started smsing me.Then he lied to me say he not in canteen but he can see me.Stupid.I not retard lehs.Then we go buy food and green tea that time,the Wei Lun must have asked Alina to move to the seat infront of ours.Darn it. Then he still sms me.I was like,Hey!We are only like one metre away?But since he want to act as if he is not who he is,then fine lorhs.So chat chat,then end.LOL!Then during Lunch(Tuesday only one break),the Lightning and his friends tried sitting closer to where me and Vivienne was standing. HAHAHA.No space near us.Then they found a seat quite far away,Ryan finished eating.They suai lorhs.Ryan took up a whole table.He alone niaa.So lonely..Ryan sat close to us.Then Wednesday.Early in the morning I saw Kuan En. I must have taken the same train as him.SIANN~ He was going for NCC camp.I behind him.Then he notice I WAS behind him.After that I somewhat 'overtook' him.HEHEHE.Then I reached school.Go canteen buy green tea saw Jun Jie.He also NCC derhs. SIANN!Then I cant chat with him.He quite nice.But Ming Hui Jie say he very irritating in class.Well, as long as he never irritate me can liaos.Then I lost my the street tag my father gave me as Chirstmas present.That black one lo.The one with the 'you think i care?'.SIANN! Yong Jia say she say it in the toilet.Then Vivienne say another prefect found it.But lost it.Blablabla.So all in all,I lost it. X'( Then got oral.Stupid.I was damm nervous.My reading to me was okae.Just at the back not so good. Then picture discusion I keep on saying the guy this the guy that -_-" And I didnt say my sentence properly D; Saddening.Then that Jadelyn come back to school just to bring Jia Ying home!So good!She say she saw Lightning at the MRT station.Then whatever lo. OH!Mr Poh lie one lorhs!He say he 1.55pm come in tell Mr Arman to dismiss us so we can eat lunch,some of us never eat what,then he never.So we 2pm then can go eat.We all chiong go eat then me and Vivienne still bring back to class and eat during suppy. Malcolm damm funneh.He tell Aunty he want to da bao hotplate.Then Aunty say hotplate where can da bao?HAHAHA.When we reach class,Mr Poh already there.Who cares?!He lied what.Then Hong An,Wei Jie,Guan Hong and Jasper late.They eat lunch mahs. Jasper and Leon Kor went home cause got fever.Aiyo..Get well soon.Poor thing.Then today lo.Tie day.No assembly still need wear.I want assembly.I want to blow air-con!!Then blablabla.Vivienne and I stayed back with Angela and Nichole to eat lunch.We all eat hotplate. WOW!The whole queue buy hotplate.Then Mathew also.Hong An say Mathew womanizer.Then Mathew say where got?Then Hong An say okae lo,then you man-izer.Then Mathew was like,where got man-izer?! HAHAHA.Then 'argued' that orang-utan Dexuan.LMAO!Hahaas(X Then went home.This few days I chatting with Ming Hui.Sorry Vivienne.I didnt mean to 'take' her away from you.We keep on chatting about Lightning and more.. Hmm I cant believed you betrayed me.I never go tell everyone who you like,you go tell Angela and Nichole before I tell them.If not for Angela and Nichole telling me,I would never had known.Why they tell me is because they flip coin. Then got tails.Tails is tell.I overheard them :O Then yeahh lo.I know liao.So yeahh.Tired.SIANN~ No liar will admit to being a liar,unless the pissed.No thief will admit to stealing,unless the forced.No retard will agree to being one,unless the tired.No idiot will say he is one,unless the great.No stupid will admit to being one,unless the wise. TIRED.DEAD.STUPID.AINT PRETTY.STRESSED.CHEATED.BETRAYED. xoxo N I N G Y(: ^^ - Life aint great.
Complication: 19th April 2o1o Today no run..Stupid.Waste my time..No run because of visitors coming lorhs.IDIOTIC ==" Then we had Touch Rugby..Darn..After that was recess.Then History.Then Mother Tongue.Got our test results. I got 23/4o.Pro orhs? ;D Then Lunch and Science..Did our test.Simple.But sure no pass.After that English.Then school end.Vivienne need stay back for re-test.She failed MT test lo.JIA YOU OH! Then the idiotic Lightning scold me.And then he got his 'gang',of two person niaa,to spam me.More like a nice chat.I enjoyed it alot.^^ If I not wrong,the two other guys are Jun Jie and Wei Lun.They like take turns to sms me.. First all together,then slowly two at a time.Then lastly,one at a time.Two at a time is normally Wei Xiang and Jun Jie.Then Wei Xiang no reply liaos.Only left Jun Jie. Was bored so tried dragging the chat.He ask where I stayed.So I said somewhere further then your place.Then he asked where.I say you come liao pocket sure got hole one. Then he say wont luhs.Then I say I scared got hole later you come find me.He say wont.Then I say Ah!I know!You take MRT here.Cheaper.then he ask where?I say I scared he lost.Then he keep reassuring me he wont.HAHAHAHA! Then in the end,he stopped smsing me and it was Wei Lun's turn.His turn to question me..He ask if I really like Lightning.So I ask what he want the answer to be.Then he say love?LOL!Totally different thing. Then I drag drag drag again.And finally somehow got him to stop asking.And now,all no reply.BORING!Haix.Seniors.Teach me this kind of things?AMAZED(X What 'great' seniors are they. PRO!Scold no use,talk sense also no use.Then I think need to give them violence.Nonono.Talk sense works.ABIT~ Better then nothing.HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Man.Must have siot my mind..LAWLS!Yawns..I will be seeing err..Wei Lun every Tuesday I think.Wei Lun or Jun Jie.Forgot.Confusing leh they.The Wei Lun started with a Hi~Do you know me?Duh!Of cause not..SIAO. Sms me and never leave name expect me to know..CHEH~ Hey,if I cb,you are a b...... . Hahaas.Bowen online^_^ Woots(: Haix,Bowen,all is not lost yet(X RELAX~ They want to post jiu let them post lo.Those seniors also scold and insult me.I find it fun though(: Learn to take it up and let go ;D Let them be luhs.Try to make friends and go along with them..Before that,show them you are no pushover.Go over the line and you are DEAD. I am no little girl for you to pushover.Test my patience and you see yourself being irritated.Take it or leave it.My language is lousy so?Is say one mahs.Also not I say one..CHEH~ Dont hao lian over here.. Bowen,how angry have you seen me being?The longest time I was angry with someone is with you.So,when you piss me off,you get what you should get.I teach you what is called BEING PISSED.TRY ME and you are as good as DEAD. WALAO!Ming Hui lied.Lightning no change number.And all was fake.But all is no lost yet.I had loads of fun.Awesome!Tired and bored.8 need off com.SIANN~ :# Paiseh arhs Vivienne,I thought you saying me.. X'( Sighs.I go play game luhs.Bored. D; Tired -_- Bored ._. SIANN :# xoxo N I N G Y(: ^^
Complication: 18th April 2o1o OMG!Tomorrow NAFPA 2.4!!Eeks!RELAX~LAWLS.Facebook damm lag seh..SIANN~ Load so slow derhs.. D; Hmm thanks Ming Hui Jie for voluntering to ask Lightning for me.Dont forgot if he agreed ask him to be Vivienne's too kaes?Thanks. Yes,my dear Vivienne,its very pathetic.Only 4 CCHYians. X'( Recruiting more and more every year!Actually hor,got alot more luhs.Jia Ying,Cherie,Fang Ling,Nichole,Angela,JASPER!And etc etc etc... LOL!Hahaas(X Played badminton last night.Then got this ex-anthonian,my senior,called Mathew to come down.Then I was like WTF!Call Mathew for what?I dislike him man..DANG ==" Finally facebook load abit faster..Haix..Money is forever not enough in both games and reality..WALAO!I thought tomorrow got Maths..==" Yuan lai mei you..Haix..Terence Kor so good.. I so jealous.His pet society derhs everything is his mother send him one..No fair..My mum dont even play facebook. :# *jealous* LOL!But nevermind,all is not lost yet..9ooo coins like impossible seh..Haix.GAMBATEH luhs! Vivienne JYJY for tomorrow's NAFPA okaes?No offence but I believe you WILL get your silver.What is meant to be yours will always be meant to be yours.If it was never meant to be yours,it will never be.Always be contented with what you have(X Strive hard for what you want.Never give up even though you know it was never meant to be yours.If it isnt yours,MAKE it yours. ;D Sigh..Adults' problem are wayy complicated..If you choose the right way,you will turn out alright.Pick the right choice and be safe. Why give up the little ones who cant survive by themselves for one who can survive even without you?You call this love?To me,you are not loving your kids..I know I have no rights to question your love,but even as a child,I know how all this feel. Though I may not be able to help,but..Mummy knows more then you.GAMBATEH~ Kor,I believe what you have screwed up,you will be able to fix it.No matter what,you will always be my great Kor!(: X'( Ming Hui Jie say all must be at least C grade then can get gold for NAFPA.Stupid sit and reach.Gimme a darn D.EFF!Haix.Nevermind.All is not lost yet.Still got 3 more years to go! Sigh..Problems here,problems there.Stress here,stress there.I wanna eat more chips liaos luhs.Tomorrow got school.SIANN~ Mid-years are coming..CRAP!I left my History books under my table.. :3 Darn it.I hate school lessons.I cant concentrate.. I CANT SEEM TO CONCENTRATE!I lost my proper self..I cant find myself anywhere..Which is the real me?Where am I?Who am I?LAWLS~ Must be totally stress out..Sigh.. Tired.Actually photographs can lie.They hide your true emotions.The smile you wear on your face sometimes might not always be true.You can lie to everyone,but you can never lie to yourself.Live to be who you really are inside you. Damm you facebook.Lag until like what.EFF!Lag lag lag lag lag lag lag laggy!DARN!Hmm i log out com then come in again.I save as draft first luhs. Back..Oh eff the Facebook.STILL LAGGY!DARN!Stupid stupid stupid!KNS luhs~ Oh come 0n luhs facebook.Dont like that..PLEASE!I beg you.. X'( Let me play properly luhs.PLEASE~ :'( So bad.. Hey,it wasnt my fault that you cant go out.You never even tell me how to tell you the answer.how can you blame me?Well,maybe it was my fault in a way.But you can just tell me to tell you immediately.Its like everything's my fault.If it was really my fault,I wont mind you scolding me. But I dont see where I went wrong and how does you not being able to go swimming got to do with me.If you are not happy about me in anyway or other say it.Nobody's stopping you.And I also dont know how to do.You never bring your book home,I do homework earlier. Just that I somehow didnt ask you how to tell you the answer you get angry at me.I am not blaming you.I am not finding fault in you.I'm just trying to defend myself with reasons.So,tell me next time.Dont have to keep it to yourself.This is one thing I totally dislike.I wont give in everytime.I get totally PISSED OFF at that fact that you dont tell me straight in the face. Still lagging.DANG ==" Idiotic..Piss my ass off seh..Nabei..Do everything so fast.Jiu shi want to play Facebook lag.DARN!I go eat to de-stress liao luhs.Will update whenever I can.BYEE! DEAD.STUPID.AINT PRETTY.STRESS. xoxo N I N G Y(: ^^
Complication: 17th April 2o1o Back to update!Wahh..Finally I got Jerry's MSN(: LAWLS.Thanks to Odessa(X Awesome man..So overall,yesterday night two good things happened.I chatted with both Lightning and Jerry on MSN.ROFL~ My house currently got 4 bottles of Pringles.All different flavour!Yummy.We got soft-shell crab,seaweed,lemon and sesame and lastly Extreme Super stack.Open seaweed and Extreme Super stack. The seaweed really green in colour one lehs.Means the shrimps one is really PINK! :O I want to buy but my bro cant eat prawn.Darn it.Then also got blueberry and hazelnuts.Not yet buy. X'( Eat to de-stress.LMAO~ Yummy lorhs.This morning chatted with Ming Hui.She became my Jie.YAYY!My goal is to make Jerry and Lightning my Kors.Hahaas(: Difficult horhs?Yoon Shan,Lightning's birthday same as yours;7th May.Then me and Ming Hui was talking about lightning birthday.If I giving him present. She suggested somethings with cats.Heng he like cats,not hamsters or rabbits.I afraid of coming in contact with this two pets.EEKS!Dont worry Yoon Shan,I will buy you present regardless of wether I got buy for Lightning or not.I get my bro to give you kaes?^_^ Then blablabla.And then blablabla.So,for Ming Hui Jie,everyone and my information,here's a list of all my gans. My Beloved Gans[Total:39] 27th January 1997 - Giggs Kor and Dephne Jie 28th January 1997 - Terence Kor and Merlyn Jie 6th February 1997 - Eugene Kor 21st February 1997 - Claudia Jie 25th February 1997 - Denise Jie 6th March 1997 - Jie Yi Jie and Diyana Jie 18th March 1997 - Yuan Sheng Kor 31st March 1997 - Crystal Jie 1st April 1997 - Genice Jie 3rd April 1997 - Zhen Yi kor 7th April 1997 - Yap Woon Jie 16th April 1997 - Leon Kor 7th May 1998 - Yoon Shan Mei 23rd May 1997 - Samantha Jie 31st May 1997 - Hao Yi Kor 19th June 1997 - Bowen Kor 23rd June 1997 - Teri Anne Jie 3oth June 1997 - Kai Sin Jie 7th July 1996 - Ming Hui Jie 29th July 1997 - Wen Hui Jie 5th September 1997 - Nikki Mei 8th September 1997 - Camelia Mei 27th September 1997 - Joreen Mei 12th October 1997 - Chan Qing Mei 2oth October 1997 - Chloe Mei 27th October 1997 - Joshua Di 28th October 1997 - Estella Mei 29th October 1997 - Jadelyn 'Jie' 4th November 1997 - Valerie Mei 21st November 1997 - Evonne Mei 23rd November 1997 - Nita Mei 28th November 1997 - Jing Yi Mei 6th December 1997 - Odessa Mei 9th December 1997 - Raeann Mei 23rd December 1997 - Vivienne Mei 28th December 1997 - Yu Qin Mei WOW~Alot horhs?O_o Amazing seh.LMAO!Hmm going to 7pm lo.Those who wanna be my gans can always sms me or leave a message in my cbox telling me(X Hmm i screwed up a few things this year.And one still not fixed.Fixing it,but its so difficult.Take time for both of us to relax and gain back our proper self. Lightning,my dear,today no school.I hoped you didnt go school despite the fact that I reminded you twice.HAHAAS!And horhs,DONT COPY MY LINE!!I am Stupid.You are not.If you stupid wont be able to go 2G lorhs.I worst then you lehs.Sebei stupid one. Love all my gans, xoxo N I N G Y(: ^^ - Dead,Stupid and aint pretty(X
Complication: 16th April 2o1o HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEON KOR!(X :O Teenage 13 lo.Time pasts really fast orhs?You're 13 lerhs and I'm still 12.4+++ more months till my birthday(: YAYY!Hmm paiseh arhs,no present for you.Well,I know I very irritating,keep wishing you Happy Birthday.Its my 6th time liaos.. Since my update on Wednesday,many many many things had happened then..Too many.Making my whole week boring and tiring.Mid-year exam are coming and I've not studied.Too much stress.From many things and places.. Mainly from studies,grades,expectations,parents,CCA,sports and friends.Today during CLOVES lesson we were talking about handling stress.I know its a good thing to know how to handle stress.But all I can think of is where and how I got my stress. Well,Miss Darwina say there are many ways to reduce stress.Like exercise,listening to music,sleeping and etc etc..But I think..Exercising,listening to music,doodling,sleeping,eating,screaming and talking to a friend works in a way or another niaa. But they all have their own pros and cons.Exercising makes you tired.Listening to music makes you clam.Doodling is a waste of paper.Sleepng,there will always be a time you need to wake up.Eating will make you fat.Screaming will get sorethroat.Talking to your friend?He/She might sell your secret.. To me,none of them works..As long as I have free time,I will think of the unhappy things again..Not much of a use..AHHS..Life is so stressed..Sighs.I know stress is meant to be a kind of motivation,but too much of it is really STRESS. Yesterday was NAFPA.I got 3As,1B and 1D.Lousy hor?But I got a total point of 21.Get gold(X No offence Vivienne.My As are like all average.Just nice one.I do until A jiu can lerhs^^ Dexuan damm funneh.Then sit up he do 41.Then he thought to get A he only need do 41.But for his age is 42 to get A.Hahaas(: Today was a saddening day..I cant believe my very own eyes.How can a student of 4C push Miss Darwina and scold her?Disrespectful.Miss Darwina put in so much effort to teach us lehs.I mean,you use phone in class,Miss Darwina confiscate got wrong is it? Then the student still girl lehs.I'm so gonna remember her.So bad.Hurt my beloved Miss Darwina's heart.Then today Vivienne no CCA.She go home with Jadelyn and Jia Ying.I go do D&T lorhs.Bo pian.SIANN~ I suck at D&T man.DANG==" Then went for CCA.Today learn Nursing.BORING~ And then was Foot drill^_^ Awesome(: But leg pain luhs.OUCH!Mdm took us.Her expectations damm HIGH.WOW!But we did better then the other half of the squad(X Then other half Sir took. Sir derh expectations not that high.They got many breaks lo.But we break also practicing ;D Then end CCA.Was raining.SIANN~ Then go home.Eat dinner and watch TV.Then relax.Wahseh.Got muscle cramps.Then bathe.And used com. Then I blogged half-way Lightning online.Well,he offline lerh luhs.Must have gone to play SF..We had a causal chat.Talked about NAFPA and SF.Then he go offline.Got say he go offline luhs.He VERY different when MSN-ing and SMS-ing.. VERY i tell you..Very..Ming Hui yesterday told me some brief facts about him..He got 234 for PSLE.(Higher then me by 2 D; same as Zhen Yi somemore..)Then obessed with cats,LAWLS,and likes green.Then alot of girls some sort like him,but he dont care and he is a bit of a unintentional flirt.Got it. And last year,his class keep on saying he stating with a girl called Pei Lin.And they broke up liaos.Noted.Then he at first derhs CCA is volleyball.Then he changed to SJAB.No wonder can name me so many seniors..Then he quit.AGAIN. Yesh.I took note of everything lerhs.And Ming Hui also say she didnt know Lightning change number..Yeahh.Update you tomorrow.Byee! DEAD and STUPID, xoxo N I N G Y(X - Thanks for being there when I needed you..
Complication: 14th April 2o1o Paiseh paiseh,If I've done anything stupid this few days,sorry X'( I dont mean it..Yesterday no post,paiseh arhs..Hmm boring.Vivienne's going to be VERY busy this few days..Haix,most probably might be too busy for me :( Tired.Today had a 40min cold war with Vivienne.(Timing was given by her)Was pissed off abit.Well,she said at least we could reflect..LAWLS?WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME THIS FEW DAYS?I screwed up almost everything!!AHHS!I'm going crazy soon. Today everything was fine.Until after school..Was 'used' by Hong An and Wei Jie.Darn it.And then waited for Vivienne's meeting to end and cold war.For some reason.Then blablabla. After recess,while going back class.I was like standing behind Lightning.According to Vivienne,Lightning said dont care us.Then still keep on blocking my way.Dang ==" After Vivienne told me,his friend tell him we behind him and he said dont care us,I was like nobody asked you to care.I feel like tapping on his shoulder and say,nobody asked you to care if I behind you,just walk.And for god's sake,walk faster and stop blocking my way!I want to go for Miss Darwina's Lesson,you idiot.You want to flirt with your friends,go somewhere else flirt.Not here! But DUH~ I didnt.Haix,Life's gone all bad.All horrible.DARN.Sorry to those who helped and I screwed up in many ways.I am so sorry.I didnt mean it.Sigh.I am so stupid.Why cant I ever get anything right?!What is wrong with me?! I didnt mean alot of things,but they all seemed to be my fault.If I had not done this this this,then that that that wouldnt had happen..*Heave a big,long sigh*My fault,my bad.I am stupid.Maybe I was borned stupid. Maybe that SZeeZiao is right.I am stupid.I must be.I must be stupid.I must be.. T_T Okaes,I AM STUPID~ Nothing has gone right for me.All wrong.I want to lock myself up and hide from the world.I'm going crazy~ Why,why,why?How to release this horrible pain from my heart..?How..?Tomorrow got NAFPA.HOW?Die.Maybe dying can help..*DEAD* Jinx-ed and Dead, N I N G Y X'(
Complication: 12th April 2o1o Hows life today?Mines so-so.Not bad.Even until now((: Hahaas(: YAYY!My phone repaired lerhs!Yesterday got it back from my daddy.3 cheers^^Hahaas(: I missed my phone(: OMG!Heaven and Earth's Ice Lemon Tea,Ice Apple Tea and Ice Passionfruit Tea rocks.AWESOME(: Here's St Johns rules(for those who are KPO and forgot) : - When entering SJAB room,greet all seniors inside. - When a senior enters SJAB room,greet him/her. - Only SJAB members and causalties are allowed into the SJAB room. - Be punctual for all activites unless for a valid reason. - SJAB room ought to be kept clean and tidy at all time. - No consuming of food and drinks in the SJAB room except for plain water and causalties. - If using any equiment in SJAB room,inform the logistic head. - NO CHANGING OF CLOTHES IN SJAB ROOM. - If anyone quarrell with one another,inform the seniors. - All members are expected to be well-behaved. - All members are to tuck in their shirts at all times. - No wearing of watches during activites. - Water bottles are to be with all members at all time. - No dragging of feet during activites. Then the meaning of the blows for the whistle thingy: 1 blow - All year ones are to fall in within 20 counts 2 blows - All year twos are to fall in within 20 counts 3 blows - Everybody fall in and repeat 'all fall in' till everyone fall in 1 long blow - Change attire within 5 mins(Including fall in time) SJAB's motto: Pro Fide - For the faith Pro Utilitate Hominum - For the service of mankind ;D Now,lets talk about today.Hmm today can be considered as a nice day.2 chers never come.Mr Cosgrove and Mr Arman.But hor English Literature Mr Ling come and teach science.Means got 2 science periods.SIANN~ Then P.E. boys do 2.4km run.We girls time them.Next P.E. lesson(means next week,Monday) our turn to run. :X Then recess.We are able to go into the canteen and buy food in our P.E. attire.YAYY!The only one time(X At least I think :/ Then finish eating,want to go and change into uniform,then was like walking towards the toilet until I saw Lightning and his friends.Then I turn the other side,Vivienne dont want.She go walk past them.I go ask Jia Ying she going to open class door not.At the same time hide from Lightning. Then History.Cher no come remember?LMAO~Then YAYY lo.Free Time^_^ Hehee(: After that was MT lesson.BORING ._. Then lunch.We buy food liao horhs,eat finish lerhs.Then Vivienne still want somemore.Then we were near the basin(I was drinking),then Lightning and his friends finished eating liaos. Walking towards us.Then I quickly pull Vivienne away.PHEW~Then boring and siann Science.Then ENGLISH!WOOTS!Passed damm fast.Sigh.Then we go eat lunch.I ate Teriyaki Chicken rice.Vivienne ate dont know what..Then we eat finish or half-way,then Lightning was like sitting diagonally away from Vivienne. A few tables luhs.DUH~ And he didnt realise it.My god..Then Vivienne go put plate,Alina was there washing hand.Then she go tell Lightning.WTF.Then they finish eating.We were with err some netballers from 1D.LOL.And we were like following Lightning and Alina lo.Until they went up the stairs luhs. Then blablabla.Daddy brought me home in his super big lorry(X I slept on the way :X Tired mahs.Sun so damm big and hot.Zzz.Then Vivienne ask her netball senior,Ming Hui,if Lightning got stead(Cause same class),then the answer is no. WTH..I hate liars though I lie myself.But,your lie is too much..But then again,I didnt care if you had a stead.When you lie,you use another lie to cover your first.Then you use a third lie to cover your second.And so on.. Well,thanks Bowen and Terence(: You guys are the best kors I can ever have.Bowen was damm upset,I guess,when I told him SZeeZiao called me a _ _ _ _ _.He was like walao wei...Call my mei b.... .I later go spam the bad and vulgar words to him.Do you mind?LOL. Of cause I mind.I wanted to befriend him you know.Anyways thanks.Terence Kor,thanks for your wonderful and great help.I really enjoy chatting with you online.A great pity you are going to cancel your broadband.Will miss my time chatting with you.So now,I will chat with you to my fullest.Oh!Jia You for next time derhs NAFPA and for your retest okaes? And of cause,not only my Kors are great,my jies and meis are too.Dephne,Jie Yi,Kai Sin,Yoon Shan,Vivienne and Yu Qin.Thanks for your great and wonderful help(: Hahaas(: Spongebob Square Pants and Mr Bean damm funneh.LMAO~ Well,will end now.Sayonara! Loving all my beloved gans and Lightning, xoxo N I N G Y(: ^^ - GAMBATEH!
Complication: 11th March 2o1o Helloh.The day started off as a bright and sunny morning.Then had alot alot of fun!!But when I see my blog,I want to faint..So,the first part of my post is to SZeeZiao,the guy whom cant seem to stop spamming my blog. To the great 24/7 spammer,SZeeZiao: I am seriously amazed about the fact that you wont get bored after spamming my blog.WOW~You my senior so?Does that give you the rights and the authority to spam my blog?How would you feel if everytime you go into your blog and see people spamming you? Maybe you dont even have a blog,but put yourself in my shoes.Well,you might not care.To you this whole thing may be fun.I dont care who used your name to say 'nice' stuff.Maybe you said it yourself.To me,even if you sincerely want to apologize,its no longer of use. What you have left is like what Jasper always say,emotional scar.Its a scar that will live with YOU and US for all our life..Just depending on how you see the matter.Whether you choose to remember it or not.I dont know why,and dont see a reason why you should spam my blog. But I've got a few things to say to you.Firstly.maybe you are spamming to get unnecessary attention.Maybe your parents dont have enough time for you,you get bored at home.Then well,spam people.Or maybe,just maybe,your parents dont love you,they cant be bothered with you.Thus the seeking of attentions.. Secondly,please do state what is your problem.Dont always make us guess.Not only do you make me upset,you make my friends mad at you for making me upset.Well,if we ignore you,will it make you stop spamming?If it does work,do tell me.We will all ignore you. Thirdly,all of us meant no harm.We just hope you would be nicer and share with us your problem and we could be friends.We dont have to be enemies.I mean,at least we now are all treating you as an enemy.Nonono.I treat you as one. Thats why my friends all treat you as one,cause my friend's enemy IS MY enemy.I dont want to have an enemy,I would rather have another friend.And if you are the person who said my clothes combination sucks,well,I appreciate your comments. But,I like to wear that way.I apologize for that fact.I dont choose my clothes to make you happy.I choose them to make myself,my family members and my friends happy.Forthly,I hope you wont blame my friends or hold any grudges towards them. They say all those 'hurtful' words to so call protect me.And of cause help me.They are my beloved gans.All my great friends.Though we all can be irritating to one another in a way or another,but we all love each other.I hope to be like that with you too. Fifthly,if possible,my friends and I wont mind meeting you.Would you all mind?I certainly would want to see you.What kinda person are you?Suay for all we might never know,you damm freaking rich one.But parents heck care you.All busy working.. Sixthly,in my opinion,you dont even have the simplest respect of yourself and others.No dignity at all.So you can expect people to respect you in any sense.Please,show yourself some respect.Respect yourself,respect others.Then only will others respect you. Lastly,I love you(: LMAO~ I would love you if you would be friends with us ;D Dont think drity.PLEASE!Anthonians got alot of love one^^ Dont be jealous about the fact that I've got great friends.Thanks. Thats all for my dedication.Thanks to all my Beloved Gans.I love you guys.ROCK ON!Hmm lets talk about something nice.Today woke up at 8+++am.Just to go to Marina Barrage.WOOTS!!Awesome(: We went there and play water^_^ Had alot of uncountable fun.Fine,fun IS uncountable.Then eat lunch there.After that,me and Xeresa go up to the green roof and look at kites.Not as much as the other day one.But still nice. While walking up we saw some litters,then we pick up lorhs.Suai suai behing us got two tourists.When we picking up they must have over take us.Then they say good girls.I was like at least someone complimented(: LMAO~Took many photos.Xeresa spotted a red millipede.OMG.So disgusting..YUCK! Then we drank new water(X WOW~ Xeres siao one.Drink one cup liao say very nice.Then go toilet empty his bottle and refilled his bottle with new water.ROFL!Funneh.Then we go into the gallery and then take more photos and suay suay my camera going no battery.Managed to pull through.Got all the pictures I wanted XD Will post on Facebook(: Yesh.I will.Go check them out kays?Wait,I wont post so fast.When got time.LMAO!Tired liaos.Whoa.I go play games to relax.BYEE! Tired from all that has happened, xoxo N I N G Y(: ^^ - Thanks for all the help(X
Complication: 1oth April 2o1o Helloh everyone(: Life's not so good..The usual..Everything's been horrible..All the usual things :'( Studies,temper,friends and many more..Dephne Jie,well,I AM not pretty,its a fact(X But hey,all is not lost yet.Look on the brighter side of life. CCA yesterday was AWESOME!Got footdrill and PT!Finally I agree with Alvin.The other time he say he dont like that day CCA cause no footdrill.Though footdrill and PT tiring,its fun(X Hahaas(: Whoa..Chatting with people,playing game and blogging at the same time is impossible!My goodness..I save as draft and well,here I am again^^ Thanks to my good sisters for helping me(: SZeeZiao,no offence luhs.BUT,since you STILL in Woodlands Ring primary school,its means you are younger then me. So,unless your parents never teach you,its rude to scold your seniors.No respect;mei da mei xiao.And,I can complain to your principle.What you are doing is called cyber-bullying.Bully me.So yeahh.Nonono.I report to police!! You have NO PROPER REASON to spam me.I dont care how old are you or whether you'd lied or not,you are just damm right LAME.For all I might never know,you are older then me and knows me.OR you might be retained in your primary school,that explains why you are bored or whatever~ I pity you. Sorry for making you wait yesterday,Vivienne :'( At least I didnt complain about CCA,did I? O_o? Hehee.I hope I didnt :X And thanks for waiting and helping me all the time(: Yesterday Mr Chew damm bad. He ask us wait for him outside D&T room, and sit in twos.Then he go inside D&T room again.After awhile,he come out looking at his watch,then ask us why we never go for recess?Still sitting here?Then we were like you ask us wait for you one mahs..Actually is D&T room the clock no battery. Then all rush back to class.Wait for Eric go back open door for us.Then Eric still walk slow slow.I was like,Eric walk faster!!Then me and Vivienne chiong go recess.I stuffed the whole eggtart in.Vivienne eat the Pizza quite quickly.QUITE.She slower then me ;D Hahaas(: Her pizza bigger mahs ._. Then cause Friday no lunch mahs.We keep on complaining to chers,but all no use.Then after school we all go buy lunch eat.Yummy(X ROFL~ After eating,we go change.Come back saw Lightning and his friend sitting behind our table.Then I was like OMG!Why you of ALL tables choose that?!Then I ask Angela why he sitting there?!She turn around and say she didnt know he sat there. ==" After that,they change seat.PHEW~ Actually not a good thing.I supposed he changed seats because I sat like opposite him?After that,we go Fitness Corner play^_^ YAYY!Then blablabla and blablabla.And my favourite,CCA time^^ Alot of people want to quit.So bad. St John's nice what.Only footdrill abit fast luhs.But practice makes prefect.But well,accordingly to Mr Chew,practice only make old habits die hard.LOL!Bowen,must remember to send me the egg hor!Later I kill you. Oh oh oh!Before CCA start,Angela,Nichole,Vivienne and me go around and asked Zhou Yang,Eugene Wong,Yong Chuan and Christian if they got Father's Day. 2 say yes,one say huh the other one I not sure. But Eugene damm funny,he even asked what have Father's Day?So Christian explain to him.If you say yes or no,both the answers also damm funny one.Hahaas(: LMAO~ Hmm I let com rest liaos.Catch up next time!And before I go,tomorrow I maybe going out with Yoon Shan,Odessa,Kai Sin and Genice for Sister's Gathering Day(: I confirm can go.Still havnt ask Odessa,Kai Sin and Genice. Thanks for all those who are concerned and are there when I needed you, xoxo N I N G Y(: ^^ - SMILE ALWAYS(:
Complication: 7th April 2o1o HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAP WOON JIE(X and Happy Founder's day to all Anthonians(:Hmm like quite long no post.Wahseh..Kena spam.AGAIN.Piss me off seh.I today in bad mood.Cause of that bloody Hong An and Wei Jie.Then cause of Lightning's friends.EFF I didnt say I was pretty in the first place,I agree I am ugly,so why should I be upset? O_o You try pissing my ass off,I make sure you no Father's Day then you know.By then,you will be crying for mercy.Just you wait and see. The damm SZeeZiao arhs,I tell you first,you spam again,dont put full and real name,I sure pissed off.If you think I dont know you,then introduce yourself luhs.I got so many friends who would gladly be friends with you.Otherwise,go wash CCHY's toilet lahs.Though they arent very dirty.Finish washing can come my house wash. I every 5 min come in do spot check,I not happy,you wash again.Finish washing,can wash for my friends.Then if finish washing again,can take care of my bro;bath for him,feed him,clean his butt,etc..Be his 24/7 nanny. Yesterday,we voted for what class tee to have.And Polo tee won 2 times.But,our class tee was round-necked tee.Cause of blablabla and blablabla.Yeahh.After school,Vivienne,Angela and I decided to walk to the MRT station together. A few miles away from the back gate,suddenly behind us got people call Vivienne's name.She turn and call them Shaddap.[I didnt realised someone called her until she told me after that].I turn around see who she scold,I saw it was Kuan En and Lightning's friends.I keep on looking at them. Only until they call my name.[They called me twice,but I only heard once..Vivienne and Angela say they called me twice.]I totally pissed off,I turn around and call them SHUDDUP!Then walk a few steps,turn around again and say:'ni men ru guo chi bao mei shi qing zuo,jiu qu si lah!'Then one of them say buay song arh? Vivienne and I say at the same time different things but same meaning.She said:'Buay song guan ni pi shi?'And I said,:'shi buay song you zhen yang?!'Eff them.Then today we got stay back cause of maths suppy. During suppy we do quiz(more like test).Then at the beginning of our paper,a group of guys,I supposed it was 2G people(Lightning's friends),walk past our class making alot of noise.Alot of us looked up,then I stared at them from the corner of my eye,one of them said something something eye not what what what one. I was totally like,EFF!So today wasnt a wonderful day.Was like picked on for everything.Totally SUAI.. ~I cant expect everyone to like me,I am who I am.~If you dont like me,just say it straight in my face,dont bother to gossip.I might be upset at first,but well,tell me who doesnt?At least you let me know,I might change. It isnt a confirm.Depends on my mood and whether your reason is valid or not.Hmm GTG.Now 9.30+ lerhs,need go sleep.BYEE~ Love all those who loves me xoxo N I N G Y(: ^^ - aint pretty at all :]
Complication: 4th April 2o1o Bored._. I tried adding music to my blog,but it doesnt seem to work.Not at all.Planned to eat pizza for dinner but Wai Po dashed that plan.. D; Cause she say she want fry fried rice one.Then bo bian lorhs.Eat fried rice.SIANN~ Hey,thanks Yoon Shan.I agree Lightning is an idiot.But no need ask him eat shit luhs.He horrible,why must we be like him?He think I irritating,I think his friends kanasai.Hahaas(: ROFL~ Da ren bu ji xiao ren guo.Paiseh if you dont understand. My lappy bo chinese one :X Sian horhs.Wahh..Vivienne tell me during Sports Day Chia Ling tell her I would be jealous that Leon Kor sitting near them.Something like that.Vivienne ask why leh?Then her reply was because I like Leon..SIAO!Vivienne then ask what makes you say so lehs? Because I say so in my blog. ==" I only said I love Leon Kor..Whats the big deal?She never see I also got say I love Bowen Kor,Terence Kor mehs?And there's isnt only one Leon on earth.I know another Leon. *pissed* Whats the problem with the few of you huh?Cant you all just ask Ms Darwina to do the voting in class?Why bother saying discussion when you decided yourselves?And what safely assume?Assumation is not always right.When we say we would rather like polo tee,you all die also argue with us. Say what polo tee very common.And blablabla.Then I suggest can have barcodes,you all say what barcodes are for what tags and all the crap.Hey,my cousin the class tee also got barcode!I got the idea from there.And if you dont know how to appreciated people's suggestion,dont. Well,barcodes got different meanings.All different one.Just like thumbprints.And who said anything about Ms Darwina tee?Siao.Nobody say,you say yourself then scolding who?Like mad dog barking like that.Crazy.. Then you all scold people also no logic one.You guys some crappy rep in class jiu damm liao bu qi huh?Mai hao lian lahs!Only a few reps mah.Even monitor also not like that.And who put you in charge of the class tees?Nobody i supposed. Somemore,if the whole class dont have the tee,it wont be called CLASS TEE.Retard. X6 Well,I shant spend all my time talking about crappy people like you.I shall..Go and play games.Cant be bother with you.Before I go,thanks a millions to Vivienne Mei and Bowen Kor for buying me gifts. I LOVE YOU GUYS!ROCK ON.Thanks to those for being there when I needed care and comfort the most. Tired :X Sian -_- Bored ._. xoxo N I N G Y(: ^^ - Is this real?Is this pretend?
Complication: 3rd April 2o1o HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHEN YI KOR! Happy BELATED April fool's and Good Friday to all.And of cause HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO GENICE JIE AND XIAO YI! (: A few days bo post lorhs.Was either too tired or cant use com. Okaes.So Sports Day was stupid and tiring.That Lightning red house one.He say I irritating.Irritating jiu irritating lorhs.I took it as an compliment(: LOL~ Then he also say I stalk him.Where got?SIAO!I got better things to do seh. Then Yesterday watched Clash of the Titans.Was nice.After watching Clash of the Titans,we go Marina Barrage.Its seemed like we've been there 2 years ago or so.So much had changed.WOW!Many people go there fly kites. When I saw the people there,I was amazed by all the feelings in me.All those smiles on their face really made my day.And their kind of 'Never give up' strength really warmed my heart.Not only they werent dishearten by the fact that their kites had fallen or got tangled up with others,they still laughed and had fun. They untangled their kites and continue flying their kites.I think Marina Barrage is a great place for family gatherings and another place to relax.The kind of warmth there is what you can hardly find,the kind of happiness in everyone of them is true.I really enjoyed my time there cause of a few reason. Then we went to eat sushi.YUMMY.Then came today.I am feeling blue.Tired.Upset.I wonder why myself.I dont know what to say.What to do.I supposed why I am feeling weird is because of what Lightning said.Ha.I just dont know why I am thinking about it so much. Well,who wont bother,wont think?Definitly not me.A proverb my brother taught me today.No,I learnt it just today;When one door closes,another opens.It means when you missed an opportunity,another will come(: Thanks Zhing for teaching Jie that.I believe in it :] ~If I could fly like the kites,able to fly high above the sky.Then all my troubles would be over.If memories can be erased,I would erase a whole lot of it.If life was a subject,I would have failed miserably.If love was everything,I would have lost everything.If friends were laughter,I wonder how my life would be.If I could slit my wrist and jump down the brigde,I think my life wouldnt be that painful afterall.~ I having a bit headache lorhs.WTH..I never drink enough water mahs^^ LOL ._. Hahaas(: Hmm I go play game lorhs.Keep my mind from thinking about that damm Lightning.Oh, and its okaes Bowen Kor.Never buy jiu never buy luhs. Tired, xoxo N I N G Y(: ^^ - I want to fly like kites. |
That Complicated Girl♥ NING There's nothing wrong with my name. Born on 3rd September 1997;Virgo. Currently Perfectly Twelve. An Anthonian and a CCHYian DEAD.STUPID.AINT PRETTY. STRESSED.CHEATED. BETRAYED.HURT.TROUBLED. CRAZY.GIVEN UP.FAILURE. RANDOM. The PROBLEMATIC Dare Angel. Not a tame cat, but a wild tigeress. RAWR(; Being bad and evil like a devil^^ I'm not a nice and sweet girl. Accept the fact that I'm NAUGHTY not Cocksure about being unsure we undefine,we uninstall,we tear down walls lose like artists who rise and fall win like losers knowing the score seeing the haws yet WANTING IT ALL our finishing line drawn in childish scrawl Living in this world♥
Complication;Simplify Black;White Yes;No Right;Wrong Smile;Frown Love;Hate Me;You Life is Never Fair, Never Perfect. But all is not lost yet. No matter what, Live your life to your fullest. If memories can be erased, I would erase a whole lot of it. If life was a subject, I would have failed miserably. If love was everything, I would have lost everything. If friends were laughter, I wonder how my life would be. If I could slit my wrist and jump down the brigde, I think my life wouldnt be that painful after all. If I can fly like a kite, able to soar above the skies, my troubles would be all over. If dying can solve the problem, it wont harm to die. If trying hard can cause so much to happen, I wont try. If I can end my troubles, my life would be way better. I want to give up sometimes. What kept me going until now? Looks really can be devicing - The smiles in a picture. Words can mean alot - The letters that I pick. Love can be really fragile - My heart is breaking,into many million pieces. Life can be really complicated - All this mess. Life can be really simple - I love you(: You happy,I happy,we all happy. You smile,I smile,we all smile. You sad,I sad,we all sad. You cry,I cry,we all cry. You die,I die,we all die. Most importantly, I got you,you got me. Perfect(: Life aint gonna get any better. Its already at its best(; And its horrible. But hey, look on the brighter side of horrible life [: Heal the Heart(*: Let it out♥ Complications♥ CCHYians(: Jadelyn 'Jie'♥ Vivienne Mei♥ Ying Xuan♥ Fiona♥ Claire♥ Wei Xiang♥ Nichole♥ Melissa Mei♥ Jess♥ Angela Jie♥ Anthonians(: Yu Qin Mei♥ Yoon Shan Mei♥ Claudia Jie♥ Wen Hui Jie♥ Samatha Jie♥ Kai Sin Jie♥ Genice Jie♥ Terence Kor♥ TeriAnne Jie♥ Odessa Mei♥ Javier Lee Kor♥ Bowen Kor♥ Jie Yi Jie♥ Dephne Jie♥ Thiruvenika♥ Friends(: Elain♥ Class/School Blogs(: 1E'1o♥ SJAB♥ My beloved Gans[Total:45]♥
Forever Loving and Remembering them♥ 27th January 1997 - Giggs Kor and Dephne Jie 28th January 1997 - Terence Kor and Merlyn Jie 6th February 1997 - Eugene Kor 21st February 1997 - Claudia Jie 25th February 1997 - Denise Jie 5th March 1997 - Dexuan Kor 6th March 1997 - Jie Yi Jie and Diyana Jie 18th March 1997 - Yuan Sheng Kor 26th March 1997 - Angela Jie 27th March 1997 - Kheng Quan Kor 31st March 1997 - Crystal Jie 1st April 1997 - Genice Jie 3rd April 1997 - Zhen Yi kor 7th April 1997 - Yap Woon Jie 16th April 1997 - Leon Kor 7th May 1996/1998 - Wei Xiang Kor and Yoon Shan Mei 23rd May 1997 - Samantha Jie 31st May 1997 - Hao Yi Kor 1st June 1996 - Jun Jie Kor 19th June 1997 - Bowen Kor 23rd June 1997 - Teri Anne Jie 3oth June 1997 - Kai Sin Jie 7th July 1996 - Ming Hui Jie 29th July 1997 - Wen Hui Jie 5th September 1997 - Nikki Mei 8th September 1997 - Camelia Mei 27th September 1997 - Joreen Mei 12th October 1997 - Chan Qing Mei 2oth October 1997 - Chloe Mei 27th October 1997 - Joshua Di 28th October 1997 - Estella Mei 29th October 1997 - Jadelyn 'Jie' 4th November 1997 - Valerie Mei 21st November 1997 - Evonne Mei 22nd November 1997 - Melissa Mei 23rd November 1997 - Nita Mei 28th November 1997 - Jing Yi Mei 6th December 1997 - Odessa Mei 9th December 1997 - Raeann Mei 23rd December 1997 - Vivienne Mei 28th December 1997 - Yu Qin Mei Memories♥ |
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