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Complication: 16th April 2o1o HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEON KOR!(X :O Teenage 13 lo.Time pasts really fast orhs?You're 13 lerhs and I'm still 12.4+++ more months till my birthday(: YAYY!Hmm paiseh arhs,no present for you.Well,I know I very irritating,keep wishing you Happy Birthday.Its my 6th time liaos.. Since my update on Wednesday,many many many things had happened then..Too many.Making my whole week boring and tiring.Mid-year exam are coming and I've not studied.Too much stress.From many things and places.. Mainly from studies,grades,expectations,parents,CCA,sports and friends.Today during CLOVES lesson we were talking about handling stress.I know its a good thing to know how to handle stress.But all I can think of is where and how I got my stress. Well,Miss Darwina say there are many ways to reduce stress.Like exercise,listening to music,sleeping and etc etc..But I think..Exercising,listening to music,doodling,sleeping,eating,screaming and talking to a friend works in a way or another niaa. But they all have their own pros and cons.Exercising makes you tired.Listening to music makes you clam.Doodling is a waste of paper.Sleepng,there will always be a time you need to wake up.Eating will make you fat.Screaming will get sorethroat.Talking to your friend?He/She might sell your secret.. To me,none of them works..As long as I have free time,I will think of the unhappy things again..Not much of a use..AHHS..Life is so stressed..Sighs.I know stress is meant to be a kind of motivation,but too much of it is really STRESS. Yesterday was NAFPA.I got 3As,1B and 1D.Lousy hor?But I got a total point of 21.Get gold(X No offence Vivienne.My As are like all average.Just nice one.I do until A jiu can lerhs^^ Dexuan damm funneh.Then sit up he do 41.Then he thought to get A he only need do 41.But for his age is 42 to get A.Hahaas(: Today was a saddening day..I cant believe my very own eyes.How can a student of 4C push Miss Darwina and scold her?Disrespectful.Miss Darwina put in so much effort to teach us lehs.I mean,you use phone in class,Miss Darwina confiscate got wrong is it? Then the student still girl lehs.I'm so gonna remember her.So bad.Hurt my beloved Miss Darwina's heart.Then today Vivienne no CCA.She go home with Jadelyn and Jia Ying.I go do D&T lorhs.Bo pian.SIANN~ I suck at D&T man.DANG==" Then went for CCA.Today learn Nursing.BORING~ And then was Foot drill^_^ Awesome(: But leg pain luhs.OUCH!Mdm took us.Her expectations damm HIGH.WOW!But we did better then the other half of the squad(X Then other half Sir took. Sir derh expectations not that high.They got many breaks lo.But we break also practicing ;D Then end CCA.Was raining.SIANN~ Then go home.Eat dinner and watch TV.Then relax.Wahseh.Got muscle cramps.Then bathe.And used com. Then I blogged half-way Lightning online.Well,he offline lerh luhs.Must have gone to play SF..We had a causal chat.Talked about NAFPA and SF.Then he go offline.Got say he go offline luhs.He VERY different when MSN-ing and SMS-ing.. VERY i tell you..Very..Ming Hui yesterday told me some brief facts about him..He got 234 for PSLE.(Higher then me by 2 D; same as Zhen Yi somemore..)Then obessed with cats,LAWLS,and likes green.Then alot of girls some sort like him,but he dont care and he is a bit of a unintentional flirt.Got it. And last year,his class keep on saying he stating with a girl called Pei Lin.And they broke up liaos.Noted.Then he at first derhs CCA is volleyball.Then he changed to SJAB.No wonder can name me so many seniors..Then he quit.AGAIN. Yesh.I took note of everything lerhs.And Ming Hui also say she didnt know Lightning change number..Yeahh.Update you tomorrow.Byee! DEAD and STUPID, xoxo N I N G Y(X - Thanks for being there when I needed you.. |
That Complicated Girl♥ NING There's nothing wrong with my name. Born on 3rd September 1997;Virgo. Currently Perfectly Twelve. An Anthonian and a CCHYian DEAD.STUPID.AINT PRETTY. STRESSED.CHEATED. BETRAYED.HURT.TROUBLED. CRAZY.GIVEN UP.FAILURE. RANDOM. The PROBLEMATIC Dare Angel. Not a tame cat, but a wild tigeress. RAWR(; Being bad and evil like a devil^^ I'm not a nice and sweet girl. Accept the fact that I'm NAUGHTY not Cocksure about being unsure we undefine,we uninstall,we tear down walls lose like artists who rise and fall win like losers knowing the score seeing the haws yet WANTING IT ALL our finishing line drawn in childish scrawl Living in this world♥
Complication;Simplify Black;White Yes;No Right;Wrong Smile;Frown Love;Hate Me;You Life is Never Fair, Never Perfect. But all is not lost yet. No matter what, Live your life to your fullest. If memories can be erased, I would erase a whole lot of it. If life was a subject, I would have failed miserably. If love was everything, I would have lost everything. If friends were laughter, I wonder how my life would be. If I could slit my wrist and jump down the brigde, I think my life wouldnt be that painful after all. If I can fly like a kite, able to soar above the skies, my troubles would be all over. If dying can solve the problem, it wont harm to die. If trying hard can cause so much to happen, I wont try. If I can end my troubles, my life would be way better. I want to give up sometimes. What kept me going until now? Looks really can be devicing - The smiles in a picture. Words can mean alot - The letters that I pick. Love can be really fragile - My heart is breaking,into many million pieces. Life can be really complicated - All this mess. Life can be really simple - I love you(: You happy,I happy,we all happy. You smile,I smile,we all smile. You sad,I sad,we all sad. You cry,I cry,we all cry. You die,I die,we all die. Most importantly, I got you,you got me. Perfect(: Life aint gonna get any better. Its already at its best(; And its horrible. But hey, look on the brighter side of horrible life [: Heal the Heart(*: Let it out♥ Complications♥ CCHYians(: Jadelyn 'Jie'♥ Vivienne Mei♥ Ying Xuan♥ Fiona♥ Claire♥ Wei Xiang♥ Nichole♥ Melissa Mei♥ Jess♥ Angela Jie♥ Anthonians(: Yu Qin Mei♥ Yoon Shan Mei♥ Claudia Jie♥ Wen Hui Jie♥ Samatha Jie♥ Kai Sin Jie♥ Genice Jie♥ Terence Kor♥ TeriAnne Jie♥ Odessa Mei♥ Javier Lee Kor♥ Bowen Kor♥ Jie Yi Jie♥ Dephne Jie♥ Thiruvenika♥ Friends(: Elain♥ Class/School Blogs(: 1E'1o♥ SJAB♥ My beloved Gans[Total:45]♥
Forever Loving and Remembering them♥ 27th January 1997 - Giggs Kor and Dephne Jie 28th January 1997 - Terence Kor and Merlyn Jie 6th February 1997 - Eugene Kor 21st February 1997 - Claudia Jie 25th February 1997 - Denise Jie 5th March 1997 - Dexuan Kor 6th March 1997 - Jie Yi Jie and Diyana Jie 18th March 1997 - Yuan Sheng Kor 26th March 1997 - Angela Jie 27th March 1997 - Kheng Quan Kor 31st March 1997 - Crystal Jie 1st April 1997 - Genice Jie 3rd April 1997 - Zhen Yi kor 7th April 1997 - Yap Woon Jie 16th April 1997 - Leon Kor 7th May 1996/1998 - Wei Xiang Kor and Yoon Shan Mei 23rd May 1997 - Samantha Jie 31st May 1997 - Hao Yi Kor 1st June 1996 - Jun Jie Kor 19th June 1997 - Bowen Kor 23rd June 1997 - Teri Anne Jie 3oth June 1997 - Kai Sin Jie 7th July 1996 - Ming Hui Jie 29th July 1997 - Wen Hui Jie 5th September 1997 - Nikki Mei 8th September 1997 - Camelia Mei 27th September 1997 - Joreen Mei 12th October 1997 - Chan Qing Mei 2oth October 1997 - Chloe Mei 27th October 1997 - Joshua Di 28th October 1997 - Estella Mei 29th October 1997 - Jadelyn 'Jie' 4th November 1997 - Valerie Mei 21st November 1997 - Evonne Mei 22nd November 1997 - Melissa Mei 23rd November 1997 - Nita Mei 28th November 1997 - Jing Yi Mei 6th December 1997 - Odessa Mei 9th December 1997 - Raeann Mei 23rd December 1997 - Vivienne Mei 28th December 1997 - Yu Qin Mei Memories♥ |
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