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Complication: 18th April 2o1o OMG!Tomorrow NAFPA 2.4!!Eeks!RELAX~LAWLS.Facebook damm lag seh..SIANN~ Load so slow derhs.. D; Hmm thanks Ming Hui Jie for voluntering to ask Lightning for me.Dont forgot if he agreed ask him to be Vivienne's too kaes?Thanks. Yes,my dear Vivienne,its very pathetic.Only 4 CCHYians. X'( Recruiting more and more every year!Actually hor,got alot more luhs.Jia Ying,Cherie,Fang Ling,Nichole,Angela,JASPER!And etc etc etc... LOL!Hahaas(X Played badminton last night.Then got this ex-anthonian,my senior,called Mathew to come down.Then I was like WTF!Call Mathew for what?I dislike him man..DANG ==" Finally facebook load abit faster..Haix..Money is forever not enough in both games and reality..WALAO!I thought tomorrow got Maths..==" Yuan lai mei you..Haix..Terence Kor so good.. I so jealous.His pet society derhs everything is his mother send him one..No fair..My mum dont even play facebook. :# *jealous* LOL!But nevermind,all is not lost yet..9ooo coins like impossible seh..Haix.GAMBATEH luhs! Vivienne JYJY for tomorrow's NAFPA okaes?No offence but I believe you WILL get your silver.What is meant to be yours will always be meant to be yours.If it was never meant to be yours,it will never be.Always be contented with what you have(X Strive hard for what you want.Never give up even though you know it was never meant to be yours.If it isnt yours,MAKE it yours. ;D Sigh..Adults' problem are wayy complicated..If you choose the right way,you will turn out alright.Pick the right choice and be safe. Why give up the little ones who cant survive by themselves for one who can survive even without you?You call this love?To me,you are not loving your kids..I know I have no rights to question your love,but even as a child,I know how all this feel. Though I may not be able to help,but..Mummy knows more then you.GAMBATEH~ Kor,I believe what you have screwed up,you will be able to fix it.No matter what,you will always be my great Kor!(: X'( Ming Hui Jie say all must be at least C grade then can get gold for NAFPA.Stupid sit and reach.Gimme a darn D.EFF!Haix.Nevermind.All is not lost yet.Still got 3 more years to go! Sigh..Problems here,problems there.Stress here,stress there.I wanna eat more chips liaos luhs.Tomorrow got school.SIANN~ Mid-years are coming..CRAP!I left my History books under my table.. :3 Darn it.I hate school lessons.I cant concentrate.. I CANT SEEM TO CONCENTRATE!I lost my proper self..I cant find myself anywhere..Which is the real me?Where am I?Who am I?LAWLS~ Must be totally stress out..Sigh.. Tired.Actually photographs can lie.They hide your true emotions.The smile you wear on your face sometimes might not always be true.You can lie to everyone,but you can never lie to yourself.Live to be who you really are inside you. Damm you facebook.Lag until like what.EFF!Lag lag lag lag lag lag lag laggy!DARN!Hmm i log out com then come in again.I save as draft first luhs. Back..Oh eff the Facebook.STILL LAGGY!DARN!Stupid stupid stupid!KNS luhs~ Oh come 0n luhs facebook.Dont like that..PLEASE!I beg you.. X'( Let me play properly luhs.PLEASE~ :'( So bad.. Hey,it wasnt my fault that you cant go out.You never even tell me how to tell you the answer.how can you blame me?Well,maybe it was my fault in a way.But you can just tell me to tell you immediately.Its like everything's my fault.If it was really my fault,I wont mind you scolding me. But I dont see where I went wrong and how does you not being able to go swimming got to do with me.If you are not happy about me in anyway or other say it.Nobody's stopping you.And I also dont know how to do.You never bring your book home,I do homework earlier. Just that I somehow didnt ask you how to tell you the answer you get angry at me.I am not blaming you.I am not finding fault in you.I'm just trying to defend myself with reasons.So,tell me next time.Dont have to keep it to yourself.This is one thing I totally dislike.I wont give in everytime.I get totally PISSED OFF at that fact that you dont tell me straight in the face. Still lagging.DANG ==" Idiotic..Piss my ass off seh..Nabei..Do everything so fast.Jiu shi want to play Facebook lag.DARN!I go eat to de-stress liao luhs.Will update whenever I can.BYEE! DEAD.STUPID.AINT PRETTY.STRESS. xoxo N I N G Y(: ^^ |
That Complicated Girl♥ NING There's nothing wrong with my name. Born on 3rd September 1997;Virgo. Currently Perfectly Twelve. An Anthonian and a CCHYian DEAD.STUPID.AINT PRETTY. STRESSED.CHEATED. BETRAYED.HURT.TROUBLED. CRAZY.GIVEN UP.FAILURE. RANDOM. The PROBLEMATIC Dare Angel. Not a tame cat, but a wild tigeress. RAWR(; Being bad and evil like a devil^^ I'm not a nice and sweet girl. Accept the fact that I'm NAUGHTY not Cocksure about being unsure we undefine,we uninstall,we tear down walls lose like artists who rise and fall win like losers knowing the score seeing the haws yet WANTING IT ALL our finishing line drawn in childish scrawl Living in this world♥
Complication;Simplify Black;White Yes;No Right;Wrong Smile;Frown Love;Hate Me;You Life is Never Fair, Never Perfect. But all is not lost yet. No matter what, Live your life to your fullest. If memories can be erased, I would erase a whole lot of it. If life was a subject, I would have failed miserably. If love was everything, I would have lost everything. If friends were laughter, I wonder how my life would be. If I could slit my wrist and jump down the brigde, I think my life wouldnt be that painful after all. If I can fly like a kite, able to soar above the skies, my troubles would be all over. If dying can solve the problem, it wont harm to die. If trying hard can cause so much to happen, I wont try. If I can end my troubles, my life would be way better. I want to give up sometimes. What kept me going until now? Looks really can be devicing - The smiles in a picture. Words can mean alot - The letters that I pick. Love can be really fragile - My heart is breaking,into many million pieces. Life can be really complicated - All this mess. Life can be really simple - I love you(: You happy,I happy,we all happy. You smile,I smile,we all smile. You sad,I sad,we all sad. You cry,I cry,we all cry. You die,I die,we all die. Most importantly, I got you,you got me. Perfect(: Life aint gonna get any better. Its already at its best(; And its horrible. But hey, look on the brighter side of horrible life [: Heal the Heart(*: Let it out♥ Complications♥ CCHYians(: Jadelyn 'Jie'♥ Vivienne Mei♥ Ying Xuan♥ Fiona♥ Claire♥ Wei Xiang♥ Nichole♥ Melissa Mei♥ Jess♥ Angela Jie♥ Anthonians(: Yu Qin Mei♥ Yoon Shan Mei♥ Claudia Jie♥ Wen Hui Jie♥ Samatha Jie♥ Kai Sin Jie♥ Genice Jie♥ Terence Kor♥ TeriAnne Jie♥ Odessa Mei♥ Javier Lee Kor♥ Bowen Kor♥ Jie Yi Jie♥ Dephne Jie♥ Thiruvenika♥ Friends(: Elain♥ Class/School Blogs(: 1E'1o♥ SJAB♥ My beloved Gans[Total:45]♥
Forever Loving and Remembering them♥ 27th January 1997 - Giggs Kor and Dephne Jie 28th January 1997 - Terence Kor and Merlyn Jie 6th February 1997 - Eugene Kor 21st February 1997 - Claudia Jie 25th February 1997 - Denise Jie 5th March 1997 - Dexuan Kor 6th March 1997 - Jie Yi Jie and Diyana Jie 18th March 1997 - Yuan Sheng Kor 26th March 1997 - Angela Jie 27th March 1997 - Kheng Quan Kor 31st March 1997 - Crystal Jie 1st April 1997 - Genice Jie 3rd April 1997 - Zhen Yi kor 7th April 1997 - Yap Woon Jie 16th April 1997 - Leon Kor 7th May 1996/1998 - Wei Xiang Kor and Yoon Shan Mei 23rd May 1997 - Samantha Jie 31st May 1997 - Hao Yi Kor 1st June 1996 - Jun Jie Kor 19th June 1997 - Bowen Kor 23rd June 1997 - Teri Anne Jie 3oth June 1997 - Kai Sin Jie 7th July 1996 - Ming Hui Jie 29th July 1997 - Wen Hui Jie 5th September 1997 - Nikki Mei 8th September 1997 - Camelia Mei 27th September 1997 - Joreen Mei 12th October 1997 - Chan Qing Mei 2oth October 1997 - Chloe Mei 27th October 1997 - Joshua Di 28th October 1997 - Estella Mei 29th October 1997 - Jadelyn 'Jie' 4th November 1997 - Valerie Mei 21st November 1997 - Evonne Mei 22nd November 1997 - Melissa Mei 23rd November 1997 - Nita Mei 28th November 1997 - Jing Yi Mei 6th December 1997 - Odessa Mei 9th December 1997 - Raeann Mei 23rd December 1997 - Vivienne Mei 28th December 1997 - Yu Qin Mei Memories♥ |
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