You Picked The Best Of Times
To Drop The Worst Of Lines
All Those Lies So Make Me Cry♥Tears
Complication:


22nd April 2o1o

Life hasnt been well this whole week.Monday,I updated you.Then to add on on my last paragraph,LIGHTNING HAS NOT CHANGE HIS PHONE NUMBER.

Which means Lightning never say I irritating.Is his friend,MY PSL(Peer Support Leader);Stupid Kuan En.Why I got such a PSL like you?Also not supporting me..Call what kind of PSL are you..?CHEH!

Then on monday I also say got two other unknown guys sms and scold me.One is Jun Jie,the other is Wei Lun.Confirmed.I like Jun Jie better.He never scold vulgarities.Only alot of comments on my language.

His language like worst then me..What scold vulgar?LOL!But he damm funneh.He say,'They is they ma... U know y i say no vulgar? It is easy cause in case some ppl talk crap sing song sabo say scold vulgar in message then i will not tio wad...'.FUNNEH!

Then Tuesday morning cause school start late.Then me and Vivienne still go school at normal time to slack mahs.Then after that Alina earlier then all her friends so she pick a seat quite far away from ours.Then the Wei Lun come.

He go sit with Alina then started smsing me.Then he lied to me say he not in canteen but he can see me.Stupid.I not retard lehs.Then we go buy food and green tea that time,the Wei Lun must have asked Alina to move to the seat infront of ours.Darn it.

Then he still sms me.I was like,Hey!We are only like one metre away?But since he want to act as if he is not who he is,then fine lorhs.So chat chat,then end.LOL!Then during Lunch(Tuesday only one break),the Lightning and his friends tried sitting closer to where me and Vivienne was standing.

HAHAHA.No space near us.Then they found a seat quite far away,Ryan finished eating.They suai lorhs.Ryan took up a whole table.He alone niaa.So lonely..Ryan sat close to us.Then Wednesday.Early in the morning I saw Kuan En.

I must have taken the same train as him.SIANN~ He was going for NCC camp.I behind him.Then he notice I WAS behind him.After that I somewhat 'overtook' him.HEHEHE.Then I reached school.Go canteen buy green tea saw Jun Jie.He also NCC derhs.

SIANN!Then I cant chat with him.He quite nice.But Ming Hui Jie say he very irritating in class.Well, as long as he never irritate me can liaos.Then I lost my the street tag my father gave me as Chirstmas present.That black one lo.The one with the 'you think i care?'.SIANN!

Yong Jia say she say it in the toilet.Then Vivienne say another prefect found it.But lost it.Blablabla.So all in all,I lost it. X'( Then got oral.Stupid.I was damm nervous.My reading to me was okae.Just at the back not so good.

Then picture discusion I keep on saying the guy this the guy that -_-" And I didnt say my sentence properly D; Saddening.Then that Jadelyn come back to school just to bring Jia Ying home!So good!She say she saw Lightning at the MRT station.Then whatever lo.

OH!Mr Poh lie one lorhs!He say he 1.55pm come in tell Mr Arman to dismiss us so we can eat lunch,some of us never eat what,then he never.So we 2pm then can go eat.We all chiong go eat then me and Vivienne still bring back to class and eat during suppy.

Malcolm damm funneh.He tell Aunty he want to da bao hotplate.Then Aunty say hotplate where can da bao?HAHAHA.When we reach class,Mr Poh already there.Who cares?!He lied what.Then Hong An,Wei Jie,Guan Hong and Jasper late.They eat lunch mahs.

Jasper and Leon Kor went home cause got fever.Aiyo..Get well soon.Poor thing.Then today lo.Tie day.No assembly still need wear.I want assembly.I want to blow air-con!!Then blablabla.Vivienne and I stayed back with Angela and Nichole to eat lunch.We all eat hotplate.

WOW!The whole queue buy hotplate.Then Mathew also.Hong An say Mathew womanizer.Then Mathew say where got?Then Hong An say okae lo,then you man-izer.Then Mathew was like,where got man-izer?!

HAHAHA.Then 'argued' that orang-utan Dexuan.LMAO!Hahaas(X Then went home.This few days I chatting with Ming Hui.Sorry Vivienne.I didnt mean to 'take' her away from you.We keep on chatting about Lightning and more..

Hmm I cant believed you betrayed me.I never go tell everyone who you like,you go tell Angela and Nichole before I tell them.If not for Angela and Nichole telling me,I would never had known.Why they tell me is because they flip coin.

Then got tails.Tails is tell.I overheard them :O Then yeahh lo.I know liao.So yeahh.Tired.SIANN~

No liar will admit to being a liar,unless the pissed.No thief will admit to stealing,unless the forced.No retard will agree to being one,unless the tired.No idiot will say he is one,unless the great.No stupid will admit to being one,unless the wise.

TIRED.DEAD.STUPID.AINT PRETTY.STRESSED.CHEATED.BETRAYED.
xoxo
N I N G Y(: ^^ - Life aint great.

Ningy;♥



That Complicated Girl♥


NING
There's nothing wrong with my name.
Born on 3rd September 1997;Virgo.
Currently Perfectly Twelve.
An Anthonian and a CCHYian
5/6'o8,6/3'o9,1E'1o

DEAD.STUPID.AINT PRETTY.
STRESSED.CHEATED.
BETRAYED.HURT.TROUBLED.
CRAZY.GIVEN UP.FAILURE.
RANDOM.

The PROBLEMATIC Dare Angel.

Not a tame cat,
but a wild tigeress.

RAWR(;
Being bad and evil like a devil^^
I'm not a nice and sweet girl.
Accept the fact that I'm NAUGHTY not NICE.

Cocksure about being unsure
we undefine,we uninstall,we tear down walls
lose like artists who rise and fall
win like losers knowing the score
seeing the haws yet WANTING IT ALL
our finishing line drawn in childish scrawl



Living in this world♥

Complication;Simplify
Black;White
Yes;No
Right;Wrong
Smile;Frown
Love;Hate
Me;You

Life is Never Fair,
Never Perfect.
But all is not lost yet.
No matter what,
Live your life to your fullest.

If memories can be erased,
I would erase a whole lot of it.
If life was a subject,
I would have failed miserably.
If love was everything,
I would have lost everything.
If friends were laughter,
I wonder how my life would be.
If I could slit my wrist and jump down the brigde,
I think my life wouldnt be that painful after all.

If I can fly like a kite,
able to soar above the skies,
my troubles would be all over.
If dying can solve the problem,
it wont harm to die.
If trying hard can cause so much to happen,
I wont try.
If I can end my troubles,
my life would be way better.
I want to give up sometimes.
What kept me going until now?

Looks really can be devicing - The smiles in a picture.
Words can mean alot - The letters that I pick.
Love can be really fragile - My heart is breaking,into many million pieces.
Life can be really complicated - All this mess.
Life can be really simple - I love you(:


You happy,I happy,we all happy.
You smile,I smile,we all smile.
You sad,I sad,we all sad.
You cry,I cry,we all cry.
You die,I die,we all die.
Most importantly,
I got you,you got me.
Perfect(:

Life aint gonna get any better.
Its already at its best(;
And its horrible.
But hey,
look on the brighter side of horrible life [:

Heal the Heart(*:

Let it out♥

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Complications♥


CCHYians(:
Jadelyn 'Jie'♥
Vivienne Mei♥
Ying Xuan♥
Fiona♥
Claire♥
Wei Xiang♥
Nichole♥
Melissa Mei♥
Jess♥
Angela Jie♥

Anthonians(:
Yu Qin Mei♥
Yoon Shan Mei♥
Claudia Jie♥
Wen Hui Jie♥
Samatha Jie♥
Kai Sin Jie♥
Genice Jie♥
Terence Kor♥
TeriAnne Jie♥
Odessa Mei♥
Javier Lee Kor♥
Bowen Kor♥
Jie Yi Jie♥
Dephne Jie♥
Thiruvenika♥

Friends(:
Elain♥

Class/School Blogs(:
1E'1o♥
SJAB♥


My beloved Gans[Total:45]♥

Forever Loving and Remembering them♥

27th January 1997 - Giggs Kor and Dephne Jie
28th January 1997 - Terence Kor and Merlyn Jie

6th February 1997 - Eugene Kor
21st February 1997 - Claudia Jie
25th February 1997 - Denise Jie

5th March 1997 - Dexuan Kor
6th March 1997 - Jie Yi Jie and Diyana Jie
18th March 1997 - Yuan Sheng Kor
26th March 1997 - Angela Jie
27th March 1997 - Kheng Quan Kor
31st March 1997 - Crystal Jie

1st April 1997 - Genice Jie
3rd April 1997 - Zhen Yi kor
7th April 1997 - Yap Woon Jie
16th April 1997 - Leon Kor

7th May 1996/1998 - Wei Xiang Kor and Yoon Shan Mei
23rd May 1997 - Samantha Jie
31st May 1997 - Hao Yi Kor

1st June 1996 - Jun Jie Kor
19th June 1997 - Bowen Kor
23rd June 1997 - Teri Anne Jie
3oth June 1997 - Kai Sin Jie

7th July 1996 - Ming Hui Jie
29th July 1997 - Wen Hui Jie

5th September 1997 - Nikki Mei
8th September 1997 - Camelia Mei
27th September 1997 - Joreen Mei

12th October 1997 - Chan Qing Mei
2oth October 1997 - Chloe Mei
27th October 1997 - Joshua Di
28th October 1997 - Estella Mei
29th October 1997 - Jadelyn 'Jie'

4th November 1997 - Valerie Mei
21st November 1997 - Evonne Mei
22nd November 1997 - Melissa Mei
23rd November 1997 - Nita Mei
28th November 1997 - Jing Yi Mei

6th December 1997 - Odessa Mei
9th December 1997 - Raeann Mei
23rd December 1997 - Vivienne Mei
28th December 1997 - Yu Qin Mei



Memories♥

Complicated Life♥