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Complication: 24th April 2o1o I aint feeling well this few days.Sorry if I was like lazy or what.Can you believe I actually didnt realise Mid-year's just next week.Must have gone crazy.I today abit siot.Eye sight also got problem.My hand keep trembling.Dont know why. I was like holding the cup and the cup keep on shaking.Then I think I must have been crazy.I totally just not myself in many many ways.My creative juices aint working.My mind aint correct.I hope I'll be fine just after a sleep.But for the whole week,I cant even concenrate on my studies.. I must have fallen ill mentally.Some virus must have gotten into me.Gaming virus.I am now so into lazing around,I cant even bother to do homework.To me is like SIANN luhs.Today whole day was crappy.Tired like siao.Darn. Vivienne,its okaes though.When you say you aint fit to be my friend.Immediatly,I thought about what was to be become of us?I know deep down in my heart,you are the one who truly cares.I just cant figure out whats wrong.. Dont worry,nobody's gonna get hurt anymore.Hey,if we one day never quarrell,its gonna be weird.I think quarrelling over small small thing wont hurt luhs.Please try to understand me.I was abit ill yesterday.I had massive headache directly after CCA. Then was much better.During lesson my mind was in a whirl..So I never go tell cher I want to join publicity.And so,you can get help from me.Nonono,MUST get help from me.I want do flyers. HEHEHE.This morning you sms me liaos.I reply you.Then Jadelyn sms me.Then I sleep a while more.You sms me.Then I awake.Took a long time to think of what to say.Then reply you.Sorry. Then after that sms Jun Jie.Then eat lunch.Jadelyn sms me.Then blablabla.Then alot more crap.I hoped you can understand no matter what,you are my friend.The very best one.Smile Always no matter what. I understand the feeling of getting scolded when the fault isnt with you.I understand the pain when you get caned when is has nothing to do with you.And whats worst,you dont even know what happend. Though I cant help much,I can always hear you out.Okaes,not always.Just say and I listen.I talk about other things is to keep your mind away about that thing.And when I pass letter with Jadelyn,normally is she start first one luhs. And when we are jealous of one another,it proves that we care and we play a very important role in both of our lifes.If I could live again,I would still choose you as a friend.Even though I know we have to go through this. I wont be Ning if you aint Vivienne(: I want to let you know how much I love you^^ You rock(X Thanks Dephne.You rock too(x All is never lost.When everything is lost,it means you are dead and even god is not with you.. And my dear darling,I was sleeping alright.But you sms me so I wake up to reply lo ;D I havnt change my buttons yet!OMG!!Die die die.DEAD.==" Jun Jie no reply me one..So bad.Nevermind.Just to let you know Jun Jie.. You are a nice senior actually.Is just your circle of friends.Some are not that friendly and nice.Spoil your state of mind.And yes yes yes,you very mature.I very lame and very childish and immature.But thats me.Young at heart(: ROFL~ You are that very shuai kor sitting infront of that shor..Err Kuan En ;) Very shuai luhs.Dont worry.And arhs,dont so bad lehs.Talk to me half way gone.Make me lose.Xeres was like he wont reply. Then I was like you cant foresee the future.I am so gonna prove it(X Then you never reply.Become he can 'foresee the future'.Ee.I always wanted to tell you that I love you(; But well,never had a chance. I only say I missed you then your reaction so big T_T Then I dont dare say lo.Sad.So right now,I want to use this chance to say I love you(:And hor,you never wake up earlier then me lorhs.I woke up at 9+ I think. Jadelyn sms me liao.Then I half awake,half asleep.LMAO~Hehee.Tired liaos.So,please.I love everybody.All my dears.I want be all your darling(: JKJK.Tiring tiring tired.Byee. I hope,pray and wish a miracle would happen, xoxo N I N G Y(: ^^ - LOVE VIVIENNE(X |
That Complicated Girl♥ NING There's nothing wrong with my name. Born on 3rd September 1997;Virgo. Currently Perfectly Twelve. An Anthonian and a CCHYian DEAD.STUPID.AINT PRETTY. STRESSED.CHEATED. BETRAYED.HURT.TROUBLED. CRAZY.GIVEN UP.FAILURE. RANDOM. The PROBLEMATIC Dare Angel. Not a tame cat, but a wild tigeress. RAWR(; Being bad and evil like a devil^^ I'm not a nice and sweet girl. Accept the fact that I'm NAUGHTY not Cocksure about being unsure we undefine,we uninstall,we tear down walls lose like artists who rise and fall win like losers knowing the score seeing the haws yet WANTING IT ALL our finishing line drawn in childish scrawl Living in this world♥
Complication;Simplify Black;White Yes;No Right;Wrong Smile;Frown Love;Hate Me;You Life is Never Fair, Never Perfect. But all is not lost yet. No matter what, Live your life to your fullest. If memories can be erased, I would erase a whole lot of it. If life was a subject, I would have failed miserably. If love was everything, I would have lost everything. If friends were laughter, I wonder how my life would be. If I could slit my wrist and jump down the brigde, I think my life wouldnt be that painful after all. If I can fly like a kite, able to soar above the skies, my troubles would be all over. If dying can solve the problem, it wont harm to die. If trying hard can cause so much to happen, I wont try. If I can end my troubles, my life would be way better. I want to give up sometimes. What kept me going until now? Looks really can be devicing - The smiles in a picture. Words can mean alot - The letters that I pick. Love can be really fragile - My heart is breaking,into many million pieces. Life can be really complicated - All this mess. Life can be really simple - I love you(: You happy,I happy,we all happy. You smile,I smile,we all smile. You sad,I sad,we all sad. You cry,I cry,we all cry. You die,I die,we all die. Most importantly, I got you,you got me. Perfect(: Life aint gonna get any better. Its already at its best(; And its horrible. But hey, look on the brighter side of horrible life [: Heal the Heart(*: Let it out♥ Complications♥ CCHYians(: Jadelyn 'Jie'♥ Vivienne Mei♥ Ying Xuan♥ Fiona♥ Claire♥ Wei Xiang♥ Nichole♥ Melissa Mei♥ Jess♥ Angela Jie♥ Anthonians(: Yu Qin Mei♥ Yoon Shan Mei♥ Claudia Jie♥ Wen Hui Jie♥ Samatha Jie♥ Kai Sin Jie♥ Genice Jie♥ Terence Kor♥ TeriAnne Jie♥ Odessa Mei♥ Javier Lee Kor♥ Bowen Kor♥ Jie Yi Jie♥ Dephne Jie♥ Thiruvenika♥ Friends(: Elain♥ Class/School Blogs(: 1E'1o♥ SJAB♥ My beloved Gans[Total:45]♥
Forever Loving and Remembering them♥ 27th January 1997 - Giggs Kor and Dephne Jie 28th January 1997 - Terence Kor and Merlyn Jie 6th February 1997 - Eugene Kor 21st February 1997 - Claudia Jie 25th February 1997 - Denise Jie 5th March 1997 - Dexuan Kor 6th March 1997 - Jie Yi Jie and Diyana Jie 18th March 1997 - Yuan Sheng Kor 26th March 1997 - Angela Jie 27th March 1997 - Kheng Quan Kor 31st March 1997 - Crystal Jie 1st April 1997 - Genice Jie 3rd April 1997 - Zhen Yi kor 7th April 1997 - Yap Woon Jie 16th April 1997 - Leon Kor 7th May 1996/1998 - Wei Xiang Kor and Yoon Shan Mei 23rd May 1997 - Samantha Jie 31st May 1997 - Hao Yi Kor 1st June 1996 - Jun Jie Kor 19th June 1997 - Bowen Kor 23rd June 1997 - Teri Anne Jie 3oth June 1997 - Kai Sin Jie 7th July 1996 - Ming Hui Jie 29th July 1997 - Wen Hui Jie 5th September 1997 - Nikki Mei 8th September 1997 - Camelia Mei 27th September 1997 - Joreen Mei 12th October 1997 - Chan Qing Mei 2oth October 1997 - Chloe Mei 27th October 1997 - Joshua Di 28th October 1997 - Estella Mei 29th October 1997 - Jadelyn 'Jie' 4th November 1997 - Valerie Mei 21st November 1997 - Evonne Mei 22nd November 1997 - Melissa Mei 23rd November 1997 - Nita Mei 28th November 1997 - Jing Yi Mei 6th December 1997 - Odessa Mei 9th December 1997 - Raeann Mei 23rd December 1997 - Vivienne Mei 28th December 1997 - Yu Qin Mei Memories♥ |
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