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Complication: 2oth May 2o1o Helloh(: Some La Corda D'oro pictures(x      Today school was full of briefings and..AIR-CON!HAHAHA(: Today assembly is what NE what PSL what Monitor thingy.I only interested in the monitor thing :] Kheng Quan and Jia Ying go up stage^^ We were the first class to support our friends(: WHOO!LOL~ We clapped too hard for Kheng Quan then for Jia Ying hand pain liaos! ^_^Kheng Quan Kor,dont worry luhs.You did very well(: At least I think you did(; Hehehe.Same to you Jia Ying. And Kor,your compo at least pass luhs.That word is not the total cause of your score what.So cheer up luhs~ Smile smile smile.At least gimme random smile.Nevermind one^@^ Siann luhs.Wonder why today no DB.Gahh~ Forgot to ask Hong An Lao Dou D; Many things happened this few days.Nonono.ALOT IN FACT!Alot of problems but I wanna thank my dear Kheng Quan Kor here.Xie xie ni zai wo de shen bian gu li wo(: I love you(x HAHAHA.Thanks for your good nights(: They all every funny and sweet^^ LAWLS~ I wonder and wonder and wonder what is wrong.Is it me or is it her?Anyways,Kheng Quan Kor.Dont forget my drawing and your promise(: You cannot forget arhs!I will tell you when I going to Northpoint.Sponser me a La Corda D'oro Comic^_^ Maybe you can read it too!! :D Its awesome.Hihara so adorable :] He likes Hino and trys to protect her from..Idk~ I never finish reading.Must buy buy buy!! I dont know whats wrong.Is it you or me?You know I dont like people talking behind my back.What you dont like just say STRAIGHT in the face.No need to do this kind of thing.Seriously,I treat you as a friend. But do you?You always think about yourself only jiu suan le.All I ask for is for you to think about others for just once.Just that once.Is it that difficult?Why are you making this complicated?Why dont you just say out whats wrong? I know you are imperfect.Cause I am too.I cant expect you to be the way I want you to be.We are all different in many ways.I have to accept that fact.But when you cant accept peoples flaws,how can we be together?Seriously,I've given up. I cant take it anymore.All those that you've said are like lies to me.Are they true?Or are they just another lie to protect you?Sigh.I dont know what you are thinking about.Is our friendship strong enough?I dont think it can withstand such a big blow. I am not your toy or you doll.I am not there for you to be happy and to vent your anger on.I am not an item to vent your anger on.You are being selfish.When I never give you cookie,you say I selfish.What about you?I wait for you until your CCA start even though its gonna rain. Then when I have CCA and you dont,you go home and tell me because its gonna rain.When its raining,you want me to take bus and I refuse and ask you to take bus yourself.Then you tell Jadelyn crap.I never asked you to take MRT with me what. And you complain to Fang Ling for what?She have her own problems and she cant help much though.Last time you say you chat with Angela to reflect on what we have done wrong.But in actual fact,you were more like complaining. Friends sacrifices for one another.Not complain and bad mouth.When you are hungry,you give us face like we owe you something,torture yourself and complain to us you are hungry.And we try to help you. When we hungry,we complain to you,you say its OUR own problem.Now I dont care liaos.I'VE GIVEN UP.I SURRENDER TO YOU.Enough is enough.Think about the sacrifices we made.Think about what you have given us in return.Yesterday it was Jadelyn,today it was me.Who will it be tomorrow?Jia Ying or Angela? We are YOUR FRIENDS.What do you treat us like?Like some toy for you to play with.Like your pet.Now I want to let you know - WE ARE NOT YOUR PETS!WE ARE YOUR FRIENDS.BUT YOU MADE IT ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE EVERY SINGLE TIME.TILL WE GIVE UP. I tried to accept the fact you are like that.But you went overboard and I cant take it anymore.Even if they dont give up,I give up.Its difficult as this is the second time around.I cant take a third time.Its just too much to accpet.Thanks Angela,Jadelyn and Jia Ying for being there with me(: Thanks Kheng Quan Kor for making life better(x Thanks for everything~ Life aint getting any better. xoxo N I N G Y (x - Gave up. |
That Complicated Girl♥ NING There's nothing wrong with my name. Born on 3rd September 1997;Virgo. Currently Perfectly Twelve. An Anthonian and a CCHYian DEAD.STUPID.AINT PRETTY. STRESSED.CHEATED. BETRAYED.HURT.TROUBLED. CRAZY.GIVEN UP.FAILURE. RANDOM. The PROBLEMATIC Dare Angel. Not a tame cat, but a wild tigeress. RAWR(; Being bad and evil like a devil^^ I'm not a nice and sweet girl. Accept the fact that I'm NAUGHTY not Cocksure about being unsure we undefine,we uninstall,we tear down walls lose like artists who rise and fall win like losers knowing the score seeing the haws yet WANTING IT ALL our finishing line drawn in childish scrawl Living in this world♥
Complication;Simplify Black;White Yes;No Right;Wrong Smile;Frown Love;Hate Me;You Life is Never Fair, Never Perfect. But all is not lost yet. No matter what, Live your life to your fullest. If memories can be erased, I would erase a whole lot of it. If life was a subject, I would have failed miserably. If love was everything, I would have lost everything. If friends were laughter, I wonder how my life would be. If I could slit my wrist and jump down the brigde, I think my life wouldnt be that painful after all. If I can fly like a kite, able to soar above the skies, my troubles would be all over. If dying can solve the problem, it wont harm to die. If trying hard can cause so much to happen, I wont try. If I can end my troubles, my life would be way better. I want to give up sometimes. What kept me going until now? Looks really can be devicing - The smiles in a picture. Words can mean alot - The letters that I pick. Love can be really fragile - My heart is breaking,into many million pieces. Life can be really complicated - All this mess. Life can be really simple - I love you(: You happy,I happy,we all happy. You smile,I smile,we all smile. You sad,I sad,we all sad. You cry,I cry,we all cry. You die,I die,we all die. Most importantly, I got you,you got me. Perfect(: Life aint gonna get any better. Its already at its best(; And its horrible. But hey, look on the brighter side of horrible life [: Heal the Heart(*: Let it out♥ Complications♥ CCHYians(: Jadelyn 'Jie'♥ Vivienne Mei♥ Ying Xuan♥ Fiona♥ Claire♥ Wei Xiang♥ Nichole♥ Melissa Mei♥ Jess♥ Angela Jie♥ Anthonians(: Yu Qin Mei♥ Yoon Shan Mei♥ Claudia Jie♥ Wen Hui Jie♥ Samatha Jie♥ Kai Sin Jie♥ Genice Jie♥ Terence Kor♥ TeriAnne Jie♥ Odessa Mei♥ Javier Lee Kor♥ Bowen Kor♥ Jie Yi Jie♥ Dephne Jie♥ Thiruvenika♥ Friends(: Elain♥ Class/School Blogs(: 1E'1o♥ SJAB♥ My beloved Gans[Total:45]♥
Forever Loving and Remembering them♥ 27th January 1997 - Giggs Kor and Dephne Jie 28th January 1997 - Terence Kor and Merlyn Jie 6th February 1997 - Eugene Kor 21st February 1997 - Claudia Jie 25th February 1997 - Denise Jie 5th March 1997 - Dexuan Kor 6th March 1997 - Jie Yi Jie and Diyana Jie 18th March 1997 - Yuan Sheng Kor 26th March 1997 - Angela Jie 27th March 1997 - Kheng Quan Kor 31st March 1997 - Crystal Jie 1st April 1997 - Genice Jie 3rd April 1997 - Zhen Yi kor 7th April 1997 - Yap Woon Jie 16th April 1997 - Leon Kor 7th May 1996/1998 - Wei Xiang Kor and Yoon Shan Mei 23rd May 1997 - Samantha Jie 31st May 1997 - Hao Yi Kor 1st June 1996 - Jun Jie Kor 19th June 1997 - Bowen Kor 23rd June 1997 - Teri Anne Jie 3oth June 1997 - Kai Sin Jie 7th July 1996 - Ming Hui Jie 29th July 1997 - Wen Hui Jie 5th September 1997 - Nikki Mei 8th September 1997 - Camelia Mei 27th September 1997 - Joreen Mei 12th October 1997 - Chan Qing Mei 2oth October 1997 - Chloe Mei 27th October 1997 - Joshua Di 28th October 1997 - Estella Mei 29th October 1997 - Jadelyn 'Jie' 4th November 1997 - Valerie Mei 21st November 1997 - Evonne Mei 22nd November 1997 - Melissa Mei 23rd November 1997 - Nita Mei 28th November 1997 - Jing Yi Mei 6th December 1997 - Odessa Mei 9th December 1997 - Raeann Mei 23rd December 1997 - Vivienne Mei 28th December 1997 - Yu Qin Mei Memories♥ |
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