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Complication: 3oth June 2o1o;Wednesday HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAISIN JIE!(: Jiayou and forget about him.He's a damm right sucker!Always have faith in my love for you(: You make my day and baby,YOU ROCK!Thanks for all the laughter and smiles you gave me(; Really appreciated them :D You taught me alot of things and I hope I've taught you too.Dont be sad and give up because of that somebody.One day there will be someone better.Just for you.Look on the brighter side of life.Always note,Ningy will love you! No matter what,I will never leave you alone.So please please please..BE HAPPY AND DONT LOSE YOUR HOPE!Jiayou jiayou zai jiayou!Ai Ni!I will always support you babe! Feeling so isolated lately.Hurt inside and out.But somehow I survived everyday!Well,everyday's a challenge.Face it.Nothing's gonna make me fall.I WILL BE AN OAK TREE! [Many cerdits to my beloved Yuqin.I shall always remember your wise words.Remember mine too kae?:D] Give up,Given Up,but still trying.Feelings are trivial aint they?The truth is way much realistic.I WILL SURVIVE!Well,somehow.But thats better than none right?All the truth and the lies I've been through sometimes makes me wonder... Which is which?But I certainly believe everybody needs a chance to prove themselves(: NEVER JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER.Sad uhh?LOL Okaes update.Home Nursing Course's exam day my group consist of:Me,Xin yu [1H],Lester [ZhongHua],Sabrina [Camberra](: Overall still fine.Then blablabla and blablabla.I wonder what is the TRUTH?Okaes end here luhs. The truth and the lie,the black and the white,the love and the hate,the angel and the devil... xoxo Ningy;Black is the new white
Complication: 29th June 2o1o;Tuesday Helloh!Sorry for the dead blog.I needa CHIONG homework!So..gotta go.Will update ASAP.Btw,the Home Nursing Course was GREAT.Hope pass.Anyways, aii doubleeuu-aii-ell-ell ell-ohh-vee-ee euu eff-ohh-arr-ee-vee-ee-arr(: doubleeuu-ohh ehh-aii emm-ohh emm-ohh arr-ee-ann aka kaequeue? LOL okae gotta go!Tomorrow celebrating SJAB day^^ Hey,back!Gonna be so dead lo.Mummy's coming home.So chop chop,fast fast.Man,I feel so isolated today._. I think I am.Err I'm so gonna die tomorrow._. Gawhh D; You wont die nor will you be alive,you will just be dead.But somehow,I will survive(: Jiayou^^ Love you, xoxo Ningy;Smile Always!
Complication: 23rd June 2o1o;Wednesday HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY TERIANNE JIE!Love you xD HAHAHA.Anyways,HELLOH(x Today's course started off fine,but when it came to the bed making and changing of bed sheets part,IT WAS SO BORING-_-" After a while we started to do footdrill.Kena scolded by Jess.Well,she's kinda right,we are on this course to learn HOME NURSING.Not FOOTDRILL.LOL.Siann seh.Seriously,EVERYTIME I ONLINE,THE PEOPLE I HOPE THAT ARE ONLINE,ARE NOT. ==" DANG.Why arhs?Make me feel like I lost contact with the world.Seriously guys,my world revolves around you guys(: Its really really really boring.I wonder what's there to talk about.Oh yeahh Vivienne,we did shoot the duck today(: In the HQ,yeahh._. Then my notes are in total mess.Must rewrite luhs._. LOL.Maybe I can go look for song lyrics(: Yupp I just will.But before that... YAYY~ 5 down,5 more to go(: The crosses on the calender really brightens up my day(; Smile more girl!HAHAHA once school reopen,its gonna really be just STUDY STUDY STUDY for that 5 days in a week.But hey,there's still 2 days off right? SMILE ALWAYS,STAY POSITIVE=HALF * OF BATTLE WON xP TRY xD STRIVE xP ACHIEVE^^ = SMILE(: * LAUGH :D RAWR(; Oh and MELISSA THEN WAN TING,must confess to Wei Ming infront of the few of us or 1ooo pumping(: Smile so randomly that no matter what,you'll always be happy, xoxo Ningy;Keep that smile there(:
Complication: 22nd June 2o1o;Tuesday Helloh(: Yes Vivienne girl,Ningy emailed you instead of calling you._. Special eh?LOL HAHAHA.Jkjk.Siann.Called SOMEONE but that SOMEONE never pick up my call.Fine,I was supposed to call like one hour ago? Since my phone no money,but I was stopped by my mum,cause it was DINNER TIME-_-" LOL then now call,no pick up._. Thanks Benjamin Lee for helping me inform that SOMEONE.LMAO Hahaha. I wonder why Hotel City so lag-_-" LOL Siann luhs.Why everytime I online its like the wrong timing? D; Anyways,watched Karate Kid today^^ Nice luhs.Going to watch Toy Story 3 3D this saturday(; HAHAHA. Anyways,Yu Qin dear,if your closest friend have trust in you,no matter what the other girl said about you wont affect your relationship with her(: JIA YOU and LOOK ON THE BRIGHTER SIDE.Do call Ningy again if you need her :D She's just ONE PHONE CALL AWAY xD LOL Hahaha.Hmm siann._. WTH ARE YOU..?Okaeokae,I know you're on Earth,Singapore - SOMEWHERE-_-" I really missed you..HAHAHA.Yeahh. I seriously wonder if I can trust you..After all that we've been through..Should I give you one more chance?Or should I let the past get over me?Maybe,I should give each of a chance(: We all deserve another chance no matter what right? Thanks Yu Qin for teaching me a proverb today(: A oak tree is once a little nut that held its stand~ I'm glad I can help you remove that stone in your heart(: Together we shall strive in facing the people 5 days a week. No big deal what.At least its 5 days of facing them,we still got 2 days off^^ Cheer up girl(x Love you babe :# Its been so long since we've catch up eh?Sure missed you^^Sit upright,Keep your mind clear of everything,Fill it with great stuff,STAY POSITIVE xP HAHAHA.Okae okae,I go play game liaos^^ Continue to be in my life(x Smile smile smile randomly(: xoxo Ningy - Girl,Continue to keep that smile on xP
Complication: 2oth June 2o1o;Sunday HAPPY FATHERS' DAY to all Dads(: And a HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO BOWEN KOR! :# So so so damm sorry for not being able to send you my birthday wishes yesterday :X Phone no money liaos =o= So now,I wish you a great 13th BELATED Birthday(: Anyways,Helloh(: Back to retrive my 1 week DEAD blog(; Sorry for NOT being able to blog,online amd facebook for the whole week.I couldnt use the com because of camp and was out for the whole week.Well almost the whole week. Okaes okaes.Start with the camp.It was not that bad actually.Except the hike.Alot kena sunburn and muscle cramp._. Then the next day was competition day :# Only 4 year ones went.Melissa couldnt go because she couldnt even walk._. Then only Jess,Pei Yu,Han Zheng and me went lo.Sad uhh?Hyper Hula only got one member,which was Claire.And the group Colourful had like 6 members-_- Thus they had to move people.And then my group achieved 3rd place(: Among the 4 groups =o= Then Thursday came.My secret flew.Due to some reasons Vivienne gave me and which also made sense though I didnt understand._.Maybe because I didnt understand thats why it made sense.LOL. Then Friday came and went.We went to West Mall and took Neo pics(: Vivienne,Ningy will show you the neo pics she took during the hols.DONT WORRY girl(x Friday was also the day my phone had no more money.I was smsing Vivienne half-way then poof.Gone. Then Kheng Quan Kor sms me after that and I got my bro the call him.Just to inform him my phone no money._. Sorry Vivienne I didnt call you cause I scared you already asleep :# SORRY!And then Friday came to an end. Saturday we went to Pasir Ris Park.WOW.The sky was awesome and beautiful^^ LOL Had some fun and my bro cut himself.The kite's string cut his leg.And he was crying._. But thats not the main point.Then came today._. Sigh. I really missed you...I dont remember how I managed to live my days without smsing you._. Life's gonna be tough eh?But nevermind :D I will survive(: Time to put myself into a test(: JIA YOU NING!Never give up^^ There's only another 7 days till seeing him,1o more days till getting a new top up xD GAMBATEH~ I've already survived a camp which killed half the squad,already survived the 2nd day and MUST survive the up coming days,what more difficultys I cant survive?I will make it till the end(: Vivienne,maybe you're right(: What we all say will change when we have girlfriends/boyfriends^_^ I remember saying I wont change for anyone.I remember saying I am who I am.Accept it.But maybe,just maybe,this time round things are gonna be different.I WILL TRY TO CHANGE FOR THE BETTER xP We will all change together,no longer for the worst,but for the better. We will strive..As one :D No matter what,just put your heart into it!I MUST always stay positive and learn to have patience and yeahh mummy,TRY to keep my voice down... =o= Xeresa,try to not be that petty luhs.Or maybe its liddat? I last time also liddat(x Cant blame.HAHAHA.Gonna be busy busy busy(: Gotta CHIONG homework D; RAWR.I hate chionging for homework.Well,serve me right._. Had enough holidays le bahs?Time for homework liaos.Better start turning your brain on to gear 6 lo. Always remembering to be careful,you dont wanna overspeed(: HAHAHA.Jia you jia you jia you!After holidays its gonna be like a brand new start.New subjects,new things.New problems,new solutions.New teachers,new attitude(: Just learn and give it your best(x YOU CAN DO IT NINGY xP What is yours,will forever be yours(: I've been waiting for my turn(x And not to forget waiting for my TIRAMISU! LMAO gain more patience.You've waited so long,why not continue waiting?Surely you can do it. I'm gonna change,just for you(: xoxo Ningy - Try xD Strive xP Achieve^^ Smile(: Laugh :D RAWR(;
Complication: 13th June 2o1o;Sunday Helloh guys(: Tomorrow going to camp lo.So please try not to sms me(; I'll reply after I'm back niaa.So please try to sms me on 15th June.I should be back by then^^ [Evening horh] LOL.Sorry for saying post later and then never.Suddenly need offline(: Yesterday went to Woodlands Waterfront.LOL.HAHAHA.Quite fun.But will be better if no rain._. The rain made the floor wet and made our legs DIRTY.LOL. Then my bro and Xeresa keep complaining.Xeresa's afraid of heights.Ooh~ LMAO.HAHAHA.Gawhh D; My mum brought two more Ice Mountain bottles.I only need 2.So giving the extra one to Melissa(: LOL.Hyper Hulas.Nice name^_^ Man,can I drink the water? ._. LOL.Anyways,had many problems with camp.Hope will enjoy it.And Vivienne,SEE?I told you if you go rebond hair will be weird.I WANN ALSO DONT HAVE.ROFL~ LOL.Kheng Quan Kor,swimming is fun luh.But I dont like._. MELISSA THEN WAN TING!6.3oam?!YOU COME YOURSELF ==" Dont joke luhs.Need enough sleep for camp one lehs.But the earlier I go the lesser people.I dont wanna look crappy in the MRT. Rawr D; LOL.I'm so gonna miss using the com.BY2 the songs getting nicer and nicer lo.HAHAHA.Oh yeahh yesterday damm funneh.I was like at Bugis' BHG.There I saw toy car and TOY FOOD.YUMMY(x Then I was smsing _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _,then I said I love you. Then he was like shocked XD Then I say I was talking to the toy._. Then he say Cheh!Then I ask him watcha expect?He say mei you mei you XD LOL.Funneh~ Oh yeahh and Da Jie [Veron Jie] also rebond hair._. WHY ALL REBOND HAIR?!WTF?!So no creativity.LOL.Jkjk. Life is like a race.Sometimes you know you just cant make it in time and need a break.So... HAVE A BREAK,HAVE A KIT KAT(x LOL.Okae okae.Just slow down and continue at your own pace(: Gawhh BORED D: Shall end here luhs.Update asap okaes.Oh yeahh,I havnt do my homework :# Randomly in love with you(: xoxo Ningy - See you soon..?
Complication: 11th June 2o1o;Friday Helloh guys(: My bro's coming home today.I really missed him :# People just dont realise what they have until they lose them do they?Tomorrow Wai Po's coming back too(: YAYY!Missed her^^ Now I'm waiting for my cup noodle to be..Err cooked..?O_o LOL.Okaes,done.But too hot ;X LMAO.Anyways,let's talk about my yesterday.By the way,I turned on the air con(: Since my fan's in my mum's room(: Okae okae,yesterday.Hmm I was LATE for meeting Kaisin Jie and Yoon Shan :# I'M SO DAMM SORRY!!As you all know,I'm hardly late.I couldnt find my shoe bag==" I was searching for it in the WRONG cupboard -_-" LOL Then we headed for NORTHPOINT(: Since they all no go there before.Then walk walk.After that chiong go back school for briefing.Guess what?I WAS LATE.AGAIN!Arrgh!!Then went to Khatib Centre to meet them.I walk until there liaos then Kaisin Jie call me and ask end liaos mah. I was like yeahh,then she say the at outside school de bus stop waiting.Then I was like WHAT?!My god,I walk all the way here liaos lehs.Then they keep complaining leg dirty._. Raining what..Then we go mac eat.Shared with Yoon Shan my drinks and fries [In my dictionary,only got this word SHARE dont have HAHAHA.Then we finish liaos I still drinking.Walked towards the MRT station.Then I was about to drink the Milo,Yoon Shan go snatch from me and yeahh,the Milo 'flew' out and landed on US(: HAHAHA.After that,we went to BUGIS^^ Went to Bugis Street and Yoon Shan looked for FBT shorts :# There dont have._. And she bought a wallet instead.Me and Kaisin Jie keep saying very auntie X9 So evil of us(; Then me and Kaisin Jie share buy Starbucks' MOCHA ICE BLEND :O Awesome(: Then go wallet shop see see.Kaisin Jie bought herself a new pencil case.I WANT THE WALLET!!LOL.I ask Daddy buy for me(: ROFL.And if you buy,the second item would be at a discounted price. [Of $5 I think.Kaisin Jie say derhs :X] Then we wanted to take the neopics there,but nahh.TOO EX :# Then nothing there so we headed for CAUSEWAY POINT(x We go take Neopic(: Nice^^ HAHAHA.After that went to Comics Connection. Kaisin Jie bought me my... 4TH LA CORDA D'ORO BOOK!! Rawr(; Thanks Kaisin Jie^^ Gawhh I know that my birthday present-_- Thats TOO CHEAP FOR YOU.I spent like $15 bucks for your birthday=="Then Yoon Shan dont know buy what.After that I buy her somemore stuff to TOP UP ON HER BIRTHDAY PRESENT. Must be fair.So total..I spent $9.8o for Yoon Shan Birthday.SOOO MUCH CHEAPER THEN KAISIN JIE'S PRESENT-_-" Oh yeahh.By the way,Kaisin Jie got Yoon Shan to buy her [Kaisin Jie] birthday present.LOL.Together me and Yoon Shan's present add up is $18.4o. I help Yoon Shan make present balance(: And then we go home.In the end,Kaisin Jie spent the most and Yoon Shan spent the least.Actually is I spent the least lo.Is because I buy her the present._. Kaisin Jie's bought the things are.. [In the order of price] - Myuk Pencil Case $11.9o - My La Corda D'oro Comic $8.5o - Mac nuggets Meal upsize $5.oo? [I think is $5] - Starbucks Coffee $3.5o [The actual price was $7,the other half I paid] - Neopic $2 [Splited cost] - My lollipop $o.5o TOTAL: $32.4o WOW Yoon Shan.. - Wallet $4 - Kaisin Jie's Present $3.4o - Some photos of some guy?LOL $1? [Idk how much and many she brought] - Mac chicken $2 - Neo print $2 TOTAL should be: $11.4o[WAIT!Still need add e pop!Arrghh..Forget it.] Ningy.. - Yoon Shan's present $7.8o - Filet o Fish meal upsize $5.5o - Starbucks coffee $3.5o - Neo print $2 TOTAL: $18.2o Eee,I buy so little things spent so much._. LOL.And then guess what?I WAS LATE FOR HOME!But my mum no say what time need go home what-_-" LATE 3 TIMES IN A DAY!HOW BAD CAN IT GET?!Gawhh D; But heng I no get scolded(: HAHAHA.Siann.Kheng Quan Kor arhs,hope you dont kena punishment for being late lo :# Jia you^^ LOL.Rawr D; Needa do homework.SIANN not motivated at all==" LMAO~ Okae okae.Blog later bahs(: Hope pray and wish, xoxo Ningy - MELISSA COMING BACK SINGAPOR TODAY(:
Complication: 1oth June 2o1o;Thursday Helloh(: Today I going out with Kaisin Jie and Yoon Shan Mei(: Sorry luh Kheng Quan Kor,but nobody will know I talking about you(; HAHAHA.Sorry sorry sorry for everything :# Really sorry.Siann.Yesterday Kor from Malacca come back complain not fun._. Where got not fun..?If you go there no enjoy only walk walk and walk again then sure no fun.Say the truth Malacca there is boring one.Keep asking us go shopping-_- I go there drink Starbucks.Should have brought one for Nita instead of sharing with her.I come back still so much moneh left.About $7o;15oR. HAHAHA.Nita the shoe zai na li huai.Then she go buy new one there.LOL.I didnt know aluminin foil can use to wrap present._. And who would want candles that will relight after you blow them out-_- Then the candle will always be lit eh?Oh yeahh,Vivienne,yesterday ish so your unlucky day ishnt it? I wonder if you will ever notice it.I wonder if you will ever know.I wonder if you can ever be mine before you're gone.I wonder if you would leave without me.I wonder if after you leave,you will ever know.Its all gonna be fated [: If you would ever know it without me telling... xoxo Ningy - RAWR(;
Complication: 9th June 2o1o;Wednesday Helloh(: Back from training and waiting for Kaisin Jie to come.Then I go bath and we go West Mall.Tomorrow need go back school seh.Suck.Means need wear P.E. attire and school shoes.Then I needa change out of them -_-" Training okae luhs.Footdrill quite fun(: WHY MISS SITI NO COME TODAY?!Then become tomorrow then have briefing.Walao.SIANN seh.Okaes.So I kinda need TRY to bring a guy along for tomorrow._. Going out with Kaisin Jie and Yoon Shan. Then Kaisin Jie wann meet HIM badly [Didnt get to see him today] but dont want too many girls go.So I needa bring a guy along._. HAHAHA.I got my first target.But I doubt he would go :# Hmm so yeahh.You guys gotta wait for me outside CCHY. 3 days in a row I recieve vulgarities from you.WTF luhs.I know you unhappy but seriously,DONT VENT YOUR ANGRY ON ME.I dont owe you a bloody thing.Hurt me liddat.I dont care liao luh. And Sorry cant cure an emotional scar....... Kaisin come lo(: Byee. HELLOH(x Back from damm freaking late lunch and walking in West Mall.Rawr I was right,my target dont wanna go(: So I dont care liaos.HAHAHA. Not a tame cat but a wild tigeress.RAWR(; Being bad and evil like a devil^^ I'm not a nice and sweet girl.Accept the fact that I'm NAUGHTY not NICE :D SIANN D: Looks really can be devicing - The smiles in a picture.Words can mean alot - The letters that I pick.Love can be really fragile - My heart is breaking,into many million pieces.Life can be really complicated - All this mess.Life can be really simple - I love you(: Random(: xoxo Ningy - Imperfectionist
Complication: 8th June 2o1o;Tuesday Helloh(: HAHAHA.Nobody's home and I'm damm hungry.Thanks Claire for teaching me how to use the uniform cover(; Thanks^^ Seriously,I couldnt find the hole at first.Must kinda tear it open.Yeahh.Tomorrow got training :# And Melissa;my bodyguard wont be there! She go Tioman.Early in the morning 5am++ sms people.Make me wake up read =o= Enjoy your trip there Mel(: Good for you,you no need go training.But for me,no one to talk to D; Will miss you too.See you^^ Only drank a cup of milo for breadfast.Wonder if anyone wanna go out eat with me.I eat cheap cheap one luhs.Yesterday SOMEONE make my pocket got hole(x So bad.*Ifeeldammbadtowardsyoonshan* No worrys Yoon Shan,if thursday I got left money,I buy for you too^^ But ee,no one buy for me T^T Where got liddat one..?Somemore my birthday still got sooo looonnnnnnnnggggggggggg to go lo. [96 more days lehs] Hmm my dad say he buying me lunch.WOOTS! Kaisin Jie pian wo :# Say HE your enemy,then say HE your friend.Then say HE got girlfriend liaos =o= Yeahh,HIS girlfriend is you lo(: Pian wo seh ==" Wo you na me rong yi shang dang meh?Xiao kan wo seh.. T^T LOL. *jealous*Jkjk.SIANN.Home alone can use com like siao.Home alone not motivated to do homework.Home alone lazy to get food,rather strave to death =o= I WANNA GO OUT AND WALK. Walk till the end of yesterday,end of today,end of tomorrow,end of the week,end of the month,end of the year,end of life..Walk as far as I can go,without stopping.Because I realise,not many can see and understand me.Walking is no big deal.Stopping and waiting for you is. If you know me,I hate waiting.But I'm always earlier.If I dont like waiting,I wont want people to wait too.When I know my friends are there before time,I'M late.If you know me,though I hate waiting,I wont mind.I can wait.But there's a certain limit. Stop on my toes,I'll make hell out of your life.The old me.Changed alot during the last december holidays.For the better and for the worst.Not that violent anymore.Think abit more before acting.No matter what,I will always be who I am. Accept that fact. Why cant people learn to let go?Why must we compete against one another?Why cant life be so much simplier?Why must things turn out to be so complicated?Why cant you just think harder?Why cant you see things in a different light?WHY CANT YOU be mine...? Why cant I get over it?Why are you always in my mind?Why cant you not lie?Why cant I be part of your life?Or all this while,you just dont realise..? Waiting for Angela to be online.And wth is Vivienne? [Please wtf/wtfh/wth can also be Where the ... not only What the...] Ohh.There's the angel(: Gotta discuss work soon.HAHAHA.SIANN.Getting no work done._. And I'm damm bored.Out of my wits. Good.I think already did it.Now only need to end it.Gawhh D; Need talk about the woman =o= [dota-ing got so long one mehs?] *tired* I wanted you to know.I just dont want to tell you..That I like you.Facebook page which I agree(: I feel like sleeping._. Hmm I'm bored.Bored and bored again.Hmm I HATE WAITING :# LMAO.See who wann go walk walk(: I see I can go not.Gawhh D; Now I end up stuck at home==" Just now after mopping floor,I go off my mum's room the fan.Then suddenly the fan 'open' and the blade cracked =o= The small bits of the blade made a small cut on my toe D; But it doesnt hurt.SIANN.Cant go out with Kaisin T^T My trust has just faded together with time.One day the history will repeat.Gawhh Ming Hui Jie(: I missed you.So do my bro.Though he not with me.But he keep mentioning about you(x Seriously,what do I mean to you..?I'm not gonna be the same.Never again...Until you realise,I'm always there for you.But when I need you,where were you..?I was completely forgotten.. Anyways,Bowen Kor arhs,Hotel City is like Resturant City luhs.I no play Resturant city liaos :# I too lazy.TeeHehehe(: Yellow is the colour of the sunshine.My love will be under the cosy hot sun. Randomly in love with you(: xoxo Ningy - You are my sunshine.Gawhh D; Cant see you since its raining :#
Complication: 7th June 2o1o;Monday Gawhh D; *heartbroken*No need gimme vulgarites de mahs T^T I know I'm stupid,but you no need scold me right..?Its not like I wanna be stupid.I where got ask weird things..?Maybe I got.Arrgh.ENOUGH. I had enough.This isnt gonna get me anywhere.No.Why cant you see my true feelings? D; I'm sucha failure.Cant you understand..?Sigh.It must be my fault.All my fault. Anyways,today went to Lavender;SJAB HQ.Supposed to buy belt and buttons but no stock.AGAIN.Then went to army market to buy Kiwi [Not fruit.Please.Is the wax polish,black one.] and the cloth lo.After that go Bugis eat with Melissa,Yusi and Hanzheng. Walk walk.I bought a bag there.Yusi brought the same one too.Then Yusi also brought a shirt(: Then go home.After that Kaisin Jie say she at Lot1.I go look for her.Then buy her birthday present.WOW.I saw Kaisin Jie's 'friend'. [She say is friend.But I think more like boyfriend.] Never introduce to me seh.Gawhh I so jealous. [That she got boyfriend] LOL jkjk.Then I left them.After that on MRT Kaisin Jie sms me say she wann come my house play. [Cause her 'friend' go home find his friends] LOL then I wait for her at Gombak MRT.HAHAHA.Then we go my house play^^ [More like chat] Yeahh. After that my dad buy me dinner.Had problems with the uniform cover ._. Too stupid liaos.Dont know how use ): Then overall,I'm stupid and I suck. Here's Kaisin Jie with the present I brought for her. [She purposely one.Pick so ex one ._. But cute horh? ;D]  Can things be better?Can you understand me truely?Cant you think about it?Cant you not make me go crazy? _ No matter what,treasure your everything. xoxo Ningy - Sigh.
Complication: 5th June 2o1o;Saturday Helloh(: Kinda annoyed by SOMEONE *stares* Siann luhs.Got training next Wednesday,9th June.8.45am somemore.I must wake up at 6.3oam lo.WTF.Then must go buy belt and buttons on our own.Double siann. Anyways,when I heard got training,I was like WTF?Huh.. LOL.I wann go er yi house stay one lehs.Now because got training cannot.Eff seh ._. Holiday ji siann de lo.Not motivated to do homework at all.Why facebook so laggy arhs? Hmm or isit my com.Oh well.Stumbled upon a horrible truth yesterday.The truth is I miss Mac's chicken burger!LOL.Eat too much Double Cheese burger liaos.So long no eat Mac Chicken.Filet 'o' Fish also nice what. Yummy(: Its horrible alright.They are of the same price and I always eating the same thing ._. Stupid right?Gawhh D; Why so little people online seh?And the next time I see _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _,I think he might really need that Pink Hair Dye(x HAHAHA Siann like hell.Bored bored and bored again._ _ _ _ _ _,you think you who.Keep on kpkb still dare say people.Bitch seh X9 Say people _ _ _ _ _ and _ _ _ _ _,dont dare say yourself.Dont even wann _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ with people.Just another person who think too highly of yourself.Big deal arhs? Anyways,Yoon Shan Mei,Kaisin Jie go back Malaysia le arhs?She like no update blog and no online MSN derhs.Gawhh D; Will miss her T^T I was just about to begin enjoying peace until the music started playing again ._. Keep on playing de worhs.Arrgh.But the tune ish nice^^ Next Saturday must go Marina dunno where take CIEU Scholarship Award ==" $1oo.I wonder if I get to spend it..*Daydream* Claudia Jie cut bangs look nice lehs(; Why you wish for it to grow faster? O_o OMG.My bro kpkb to my mum I STILL using com.Hey I used later than him.He seriously like to kp lehs.Darn him luhs.Gogogo er yi house.Then I at home can relax~ No need hear his annoying voice!YES!LOL. Only when you lose it,then will you learn to appreciate it.I've never knew your importance in my life until you were gone.Then I'll be dying for you to return ._. Sometimes,there're things that are just not gonna return.Learning to appreciate things before they're all gone..For good. That laughter,those jokes,those tears,all those wonderful memories we've spent together..As one.Is just uncountable.You are who you are,just like I am who I am.Thanks for being there when no one else is. Even though I keep that secret to myself,I can let you in(: But then,it would be a secret between the two of us(; I'M IN LOVE..!! With chocolates,ice cream,soft drinks,cakes,lollipops and..FOOD FOOD AND FOOD AGAIN.And black and white and and and etc etc etc.HAHAHA! Randomly in love(x xoxo Ningy - With Food^^
Complication: 3rd June 2o1o Bored ._. Siann :# Tired -_- 3 exact more months;1o1 more days to my birthday(: Awesome.LOL.Countdown(x Siann.Today cant post long long D; Doing Literature project now.Blog next time^^ Random xoxo Ningy - Randomly in love with.. BLACK AND WHITE(x
Complication: 2nd June 2o1o;Wednesday HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO HAO YI KOR AND JUN JIE KOR(: Sorry no presents!! :# LOL.Even if got how give you all.Anyways,ITS THE HOLIDAYS ALREADY!And I'm gonna be busy.YAYY!LMAO~ Happy because I'm gonna be busy?Nahh,cause its the holidays.LOL! Paiseh,now doing Ace-learning homework and..Facebooking -_-" Back from only ONE of the work [Solving Linear Equations with Bracket;1o questions] Hmm here's a list of homework for the holidays.. English - Vocabulary Worksheet - National Geographic Worksheet;May Edition [The Space Junk worksheet] - Summary worksheet - Distinction in English Practice Paper 5 [Page 168 - 173] English Literature - Draft to be emailed to Mr Cosgrove by first week of holidays [31st May - 6th June] - Project to be emailed to Mr Cosgrove by 2 July Mathematics - Challenging Problem worksheet - Ace-Learning (Practice Drill) : Algebra #Algebra Equations *Solving linear equations with bracket (1o) *Solving linear quations involving fractional co-efficient (2o) *Problems solving involving linear equations in one unknown (10) *Problems solving involving linear equations [Fractional co-efficients] (1o) Geometry #Basic Geometry *Angles Properities (1o) *Angles Properities related to parrallel line (1o) #Angle Properities of Polygon *Angle Properities of triangle (1o) *Angle Properities of quadrilateral (1o) *Angles Properities of Polygon (1o) - Maths Tutor 1A [Only for those who scored below A,like me -_-"] #Chapter 1 [Page 12 - 15,19,22,23] #Chapter 2 [Page 42 - 45,56,60] #Chapter 3 [Page 74 - 79] #Chapter 4 [Page 97 - 1o3] #Chapter 5 [Page 133 - 137] #Chapter 6 [Page 163 - 172] #Chapter 7 [Page 192 - 2o5] Chinese - Worksheet Well,that's the list(: Did I mention that I saw Valerie Mei on Saturday?On our way to Lavender?In the MRT Station?O_o Hmm maybe no.I saw Valerie on Saturday in the MRT station!LOL~ But its true.So long no see you liaos Val(; LMAO! Sunday was a TOTALLY BORING DAY.Watched TV ._. SIANN lo.Then came Monday.Ate Mac for breadfast.Went to HPD for backbone check(x Then 21st June need go back AGAIN -_-" Then buy tickets to watch Shrek 3.Ate lunch. After lunch go watch the movie.Then end liaos come out walk walk.Then eat Swensen's. [PLEASE,I AM NOT RICH,Kheng Quan Kor ==" Stop saying I am.I dont have as many $10 notes as you.] Then eat Udders Ice Cream.Chocmarsh and Hazel Nuts!WOOTS^^ Then 1st June;Tuesday;Yesterday.Went to the bowling meet(x HAHAHA.Guess what?Kheng Quan Kor woke up like at 11.45am when our meet was supposed to be at 12.3opm.He pro.Managed to come on time.Well,not on time.Just wasnt THAT late.LOL Had fun luhs.When did I never had fun watching people bowl eh?I never bowl myself one.I wonder how would it be like..*wondering* LOL.Yes Kheng Quan Kor.My inbox is like one tenth with your messages.Is it me or I send you alot of messages?LAWLS~ Gawhh,I forgot to reset my message counter D; So for last month + yesterday and until now,I've sent 4275 messages.Broke my reord.Highest for one month was like 38oo+++ XD Then today went back to school to see the Dentist :X HAHAHA.Hong An called me and asked if my tooth hurt.At first niaa luhs.Then no pain liaos.He then complain his tooth pain until he wanna cry.HAHAHA.Gosh,I'm evil :# Then now,suppose to do Ace-learning work but blogging =o= Nevermind luhs.Later then do(; HEHEHE. Quiet = Emo Talk alot = Hyper Thats accordingly to my dear Kheng Quan Kor =c= Liddat also can -_- Gawhh D; Lappy lagging seh..Hmm better(: Okae okae.I know my post si bei long.Paiseh luhs.No update for quite long what. X9 HAHAHA. Sigh.Bored. After everything,we're back to were we begin.But the gap between us had widen greatly.Is this the conseqence for everything?I begin to wonder if this friendship has faded away together with my love for you. I being to wonder why is this happening.I begin to wonder if this was what it was always meant to be.I wonder wonder and wonder.I wonder if you found a better friend.I'm glad you had.Treat her nicely(: You know there's something wrong.But you wont ask me,cause you're afraid of making it worst.But if you dont ask,you wont understand.And based on my personality,I'll not say if you dont ask hard enough.By asking me to tell is not gonna work. But if you keep pestering about it,I will..Tell you eventually.Thanks for giving me your time,helping me,trying to cheer me up with your 'jokes'.Though I dont know how to appreciate them =o= Thanks for being so nice(: Looks can be deciving.You dont have to look pretty to BE pretty.It doesnt mean you dont look pretty,you aint pretty.As long as your heart is,you will be.No matter what others say,just believe in yourself.Have faith and you will strive. With determination and patience,you will succeed(: Gambetah~ LOL.OMG!I left my com on for like how many hours?6pm to 8pm.*Jaws drop* Went out to eat and sent Wai Gong home mahs(; Sigh.I just cant seem to NOT reply you when I know you are there.*Daydreaming about durian* HAHAHA.DURIAN IS WAITING FOR ME OUTSIDE.Yummy(x Boom Boom Boom Boom!!Awesome.Sigh.Not doing my homework lorh =c= Gawhh D; HAHAHA.Sorry Kaisin Jie.I didnt mean to not go out with you.Everytime you ask me,I always busy. If you next week no go back Malaysia,tell Ningy.I go out with you then(: LOVE YOU.Nonono.LOVE ALL MY BELOVED GANS AND FRIENDS.You guys rock my life^^ RANDOM xoxo Ningy - Random random random(: |
That Complicated Girl♥ NING There's nothing wrong with my name. Born on 3rd September 1997;Virgo. Currently Perfectly Twelve. An Anthonian and a CCHYian DEAD.STUPID.AINT PRETTY. STRESSED.CHEATED. BETRAYED.HURT.TROUBLED. CRAZY.GIVEN UP.FAILURE. RANDOM. The PROBLEMATIC Dare Angel. Not a tame cat, but a wild tigeress. RAWR(; Being bad and evil like a devil^^ I'm not a nice and sweet girl. Accept the fact that I'm NAUGHTY not Cocksure about being unsure we undefine,we uninstall,we tear down walls lose like artists who rise and fall win like losers knowing the score seeing the haws yet WANTING IT ALL our finishing line drawn in childish scrawl Living in this world♥
Complication;Simplify Black;White Yes;No Right;Wrong Smile;Frown Love;Hate Me;You Life is Never Fair, Never Perfect. But all is not lost yet. No matter what, Live your life to your fullest. If memories can be erased, I would erase a whole lot of it. If life was a subject, I would have failed miserably. If love was everything, I would have lost everything. If friends were laughter, I wonder how my life would be. If I could slit my wrist and jump down the brigde, I think my life wouldnt be that painful after all. If I can fly like a kite, able to soar above the skies, my troubles would be all over. If dying can solve the problem, it wont harm to die. If trying hard can cause so much to happen, I wont try. If I can end my troubles, my life would be way better. I want to give up sometimes. What kept me going until now? Looks really can be devicing - The smiles in a picture. Words can mean alot - The letters that I pick. Love can be really fragile - My heart is breaking,into many million pieces. Life can be really complicated - All this mess. Life can be really simple - I love you(: You happy,I happy,we all happy. You smile,I smile,we all smile. You sad,I sad,we all sad. You cry,I cry,we all cry. You die,I die,we all die. Most importantly, I got you,you got me. Perfect(: Life aint gonna get any better. Its already at its best(; And its horrible. But hey, look on the brighter side of horrible life [: Heal the Heart(*: Let it out♥ Complications♥ CCHYians(: Jadelyn 'Jie'♥ Vivienne Mei♥ Ying Xuan♥ Fiona♥ Claire♥ Wei Xiang♥ Nichole♥ Melissa Mei♥ Jess♥ Angela Jie♥ Anthonians(: Yu Qin Mei♥ Yoon Shan Mei♥ Claudia Jie♥ Wen Hui Jie♥ Samatha Jie♥ Kai Sin Jie♥ Genice Jie♥ Terence Kor♥ TeriAnne Jie♥ Odessa Mei♥ Javier Lee Kor♥ Bowen Kor♥ Jie Yi Jie♥ Dephne Jie♥ Thiruvenika♥ Friends(: Elain♥ Class/School Blogs(: 1E'1o♥ SJAB♥ My beloved Gans[Total:45]♥
Forever Loving and Remembering them♥ 27th January 1997 - Giggs Kor and Dephne Jie 28th January 1997 - Terence Kor and Merlyn Jie 6th February 1997 - Eugene Kor 21st February 1997 - Claudia Jie 25th February 1997 - Denise Jie 5th March 1997 - Dexuan Kor 6th March 1997 - Jie Yi Jie and Diyana Jie 18th March 1997 - Yuan Sheng Kor 26th March 1997 - Angela Jie 27th March 1997 - Kheng Quan Kor 31st March 1997 - Crystal Jie 1st April 1997 - Genice Jie 3rd April 1997 - Zhen Yi kor 7th April 1997 - Yap Woon Jie 16th April 1997 - Leon Kor 7th May 1996/1998 - Wei Xiang Kor and Yoon Shan Mei 23rd May 1997 - Samantha Jie 31st May 1997 - Hao Yi Kor 1st June 1996 - Jun Jie Kor 19th June 1997 - Bowen Kor 23rd June 1997 - Teri Anne Jie 3oth June 1997 - Kai Sin Jie 7th July 1996 - Ming Hui Jie 29th July 1997 - Wen Hui Jie 5th September 1997 - Nikki Mei 8th September 1997 - Camelia Mei 27th September 1997 - Joreen Mei 12th October 1997 - Chan Qing Mei 2oth October 1997 - Chloe Mei 27th October 1997 - Joshua Di 28th October 1997 - Estella Mei 29th October 1997 - Jadelyn 'Jie' 4th November 1997 - Valerie Mei 21st November 1997 - Evonne Mei 22nd November 1997 - Melissa Mei 23rd November 1997 - Nita Mei 28th November 1997 - Jing Yi Mei 6th December 1997 - Odessa Mei 9th December 1997 - Raeann Mei 23rd December 1997 - Vivienne Mei 28th December 1997 - Yu Qin Mei Memories♥ |
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