You Picked The Best Of Times
To Drop The Worst Of Lines
All Those Lies So Make Me Cry♥Tears
Complication:


2oth June 2o1o;Sunday

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY to all Dads(: And a HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO BOWEN KOR! :# So so so damm sorry for not being able to send you my birthday wishes yesterday :X Phone no money liaos =o= So now,I wish you a great 13th BELATED Birthday(:

Anyways,Helloh(: Back to retrive my 1 week DEAD blog(; Sorry for NOT being able to blog,online amd facebook for the whole week.I couldnt use the com because of camp and was out for the whole week.Well almost the whole week.

Okaes okaes.Start with the camp.It was not that bad actually.Except the hike.Alot kena sunburn and muscle cramp._. Then the next day was competition day :# Only 4 year ones went.Melissa couldnt go because she couldnt even walk._.

Then only Jess,Pei Yu,Han Zheng and me went lo.Sad uhh?Hyper Hula only got one member,which was Claire.And the group Colourful had like 6 members-_- Thus they had to move people.And then my group achieved 3rd place(: Among the 4 groups =o=

Then Thursday came.My secret flew.Due to some reasons Vivienne gave me and which also made sense though I didnt understand._.Maybe because I didnt understand thats why it made sense.LOL.

Then Friday came and went.We went to West Mall and took Neo pics(: Vivienne,Ningy will show you the neo pics she took during the hols.DONT WORRY girl(x Friday was also the day my phone had no more money.I was smsing Vivienne half-way then poof.Gone.

Then Kheng Quan Kor sms me after that and I got my bro the call him.Just to inform him my phone no money._. Sorry Vivienne I didnt call you cause I scared you already asleep :# SORRY!And then Friday came to an end.

Saturday we went to Pasir Ris Park.WOW.The sky was awesome and beautiful^^ LOL Had some fun and my bro cut himself.The kite's string cut his leg.And he was crying._. But thats not the main point.Then came today._.

Sigh.

I really missed you...I dont remember how I managed to live my days without smsing you._. Life's gonna be tough eh?But nevermind :D I will survive(: Time to put myself into a test(: JIA YOU NING!Never give up^^ There's only another 7 days till seeing him,1o more days till getting a new top up xD GAMBATEH~

I've already survived a camp which killed half the squad,already survived the 2nd day and MUST survive the up coming days,what more difficultys I cant survive?I will make it till the end(: Vivienne,maybe you're right(: What we all say will change when we have girlfriends/boyfriends^_^

I remember saying I wont change for anyone.I remember saying I am who I am.Accept it.But maybe,just maybe,this time round things are gonna be different.I WILL TRY TO CHANGE FOR THE BETTER xP We will all change together,no longer for the worst,but for the better.

We will strive..As one :D No matter what,just put your heart into it!I MUST always stay positive and learn to have patience and yeahh mummy,TRY to keep my voice down... =o= Xeresa,try to not be that petty luhs.Or maybe its liddat?

I last time also liddat(x Cant blame.HAHAHA.Gonna be busy busy busy(: Gotta CHIONG homework D; RAWR.I hate chionging for homework.Well,serve me right._. Had enough holidays le bahs?Time for homework liaos.Better start turning your brain on to gear 6 lo.

Always remembering to be careful,you dont wanna overspeed(: HAHAHA.Jia you jia you jia you!After holidays its gonna be like a brand new start.New subjects,new things.New problems,new solutions.New teachers,new attitude(: Just learn and give it your best(x

YOU CAN DO IT NINGY xP What is yours,will forever be yours(: I've been waiting for my turn(x And not to forget waiting for my TIRAMISU! LMAO gain more patience.You've waited so long,why not continue waiting?Surely you can do it.

I'm gonna change,just for you(:
xoxo
Ningy - Try xD Strive xP Achieve^^ Smile(: Laugh :D RAWR(;

Ningy;♥



That Complicated Girl♥


NING
There's nothing wrong with my name.
Born on 3rd September 1997;Virgo.
Currently Perfectly Twelve.
An Anthonian and a CCHYian
5/6'o8,6/3'o9,1E'1o

DEAD.STUPID.AINT PRETTY.
STRESSED.CHEATED.
BETRAYED.HURT.TROUBLED.
CRAZY.GIVEN UP.FAILURE.
RANDOM.

The PROBLEMATIC Dare Angel.

Not a tame cat,
but a wild tigeress.

RAWR(;
Being bad and evil like a devil^^
I'm not a nice and sweet girl.
Accept the fact that I'm NAUGHTY not NICE.

Cocksure about being unsure
we undefine,we uninstall,we tear down walls
lose like artists who rise and fall
win like losers knowing the score
seeing the haws yet WANTING IT ALL
our finishing line drawn in childish scrawl



Living in this world♥

Complication;Simplify
Black;White
Yes;No
Right;Wrong
Smile;Frown
Love;Hate
Me;You

Life is Never Fair,
Never Perfect.
But all is not lost yet.
No matter what,
Live your life to your fullest.

If memories can be erased,
I would erase a whole lot of it.
If life was a subject,
I would have failed miserably.
If love was everything,
I would have lost everything.
If friends were laughter,
I wonder how my life would be.
If I could slit my wrist and jump down the brigde,
I think my life wouldnt be that painful after all.

If I can fly like a kite,
able to soar above the skies,
my troubles would be all over.
If dying can solve the problem,
it wont harm to die.
If trying hard can cause so much to happen,
I wont try.
If I can end my troubles,
my life would be way better.
I want to give up sometimes.
What kept me going until now?

Looks really can be devicing - The smiles in a picture.
Words can mean alot - The letters that I pick.
Love can be really fragile - My heart is breaking,into many million pieces.
Life can be really complicated - All this mess.
Life can be really simple - I love you(:


You happy,I happy,we all happy.
You smile,I smile,we all smile.
You sad,I sad,we all sad.
You cry,I cry,we all cry.
You die,I die,we all die.
Most importantly,
I got you,you got me.
Perfect(:

Life aint gonna get any better.
Its already at its best(;
And its horrible.
But hey,
look on the brighter side of horrible life [:

Heal the Heart(*:

Let it out♥

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Complications♥


CCHYians(:
Jadelyn 'Jie'♥
Vivienne Mei♥
Ying Xuan♥
Fiona♥
Claire♥
Wei Xiang♥
Nichole♥
Melissa Mei♥
Jess♥
Angela Jie♥

Anthonians(:
Yu Qin Mei♥
Yoon Shan Mei♥
Claudia Jie♥
Wen Hui Jie♥
Samatha Jie♥
Kai Sin Jie♥
Genice Jie♥
Terence Kor♥
TeriAnne Jie♥
Odessa Mei♥
Javier Lee Kor♥
Bowen Kor♥
Jie Yi Jie♥
Dephne Jie♥
Thiruvenika♥

Friends(:
Elain♥

Class/School Blogs(:
1E'1o♥
SJAB♥


My beloved Gans[Total:45]♥

Forever Loving and Remembering them♥

27th January 1997 - Giggs Kor and Dephne Jie
28th January 1997 - Terence Kor and Merlyn Jie

6th February 1997 - Eugene Kor
21st February 1997 - Claudia Jie
25th February 1997 - Denise Jie

5th March 1997 - Dexuan Kor
6th March 1997 - Jie Yi Jie and Diyana Jie
18th March 1997 - Yuan Sheng Kor
26th March 1997 - Angela Jie
27th March 1997 - Kheng Quan Kor
31st March 1997 - Crystal Jie

1st April 1997 - Genice Jie
3rd April 1997 - Zhen Yi kor
7th April 1997 - Yap Woon Jie
16th April 1997 - Leon Kor

7th May 1996/1998 - Wei Xiang Kor and Yoon Shan Mei
23rd May 1997 - Samantha Jie
31st May 1997 - Hao Yi Kor

1st June 1996 - Jun Jie Kor
19th June 1997 - Bowen Kor
23rd June 1997 - Teri Anne Jie
3oth June 1997 - Kai Sin Jie

7th July 1996 - Ming Hui Jie
29th July 1997 - Wen Hui Jie

5th September 1997 - Nikki Mei
8th September 1997 - Camelia Mei
27th September 1997 - Joreen Mei

12th October 1997 - Chan Qing Mei
2oth October 1997 - Chloe Mei
27th October 1997 - Joshua Di
28th October 1997 - Estella Mei
29th October 1997 - Jadelyn 'Jie'

4th November 1997 - Valerie Mei
21st November 1997 - Evonne Mei
22nd November 1997 - Melissa Mei
23rd November 1997 - Nita Mei
28th November 1997 - Jing Yi Mei

6th December 1997 - Odessa Mei
9th December 1997 - Raeann Mei
23rd December 1997 - Vivienne Mei
28th December 1997 - Yu Qin Mei



Memories♥

Complicated Life♥