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Complication: 8th June 2o1o;Tuesday Helloh(: HAHAHA.Nobody's home and I'm damm hungry.Thanks Claire for teaching me how to use the uniform cover(; Thanks^^ Seriously,I couldnt find the hole at first.Must kinda tear it open.Yeahh.Tomorrow got training :# And Melissa;my bodyguard wont be there! She go Tioman.Early in the morning 5am++ sms people.Make me wake up read =o= Enjoy your trip there Mel(: Good for you,you no need go training.But for me,no one to talk to D; Will miss you too.See you^^ Only drank a cup of milo for breadfast.Wonder if anyone wanna go out eat with me.I eat cheap cheap one luhs.Yesterday SOMEONE make my pocket got hole(x So bad.*Ifeeldammbadtowardsyoonshan* No worrys Yoon Shan,if thursday I got left money,I buy for you too^^ But ee,no one buy for me T^T Where got liddat one..?Somemore my birthday still got sooo looonnnnnnnnggggggggggg to go lo. [96 more days lehs] Hmm my dad say he buying me lunch.WOOTS! Kaisin Jie pian wo :# Say HE your enemy,then say HE your friend.Then say HE got girlfriend liaos =o= Yeahh,HIS girlfriend is you lo(: Pian wo seh ==" Wo you na me rong yi shang dang meh?Xiao kan wo seh.. T^T LOL. *jealous*Jkjk.SIANN.Home alone can use com like siao.Home alone not motivated to do homework.Home alone lazy to get food,rather strave to death =o= I WANNA GO OUT AND WALK. Walk till the end of yesterday,end of today,end of tomorrow,end of the week,end of the month,end of the year,end of life..Walk as far as I can go,without stopping.Because I realise,not many can see and understand me.Walking is no big deal.Stopping and waiting for you is. If you know me,I hate waiting.But I'm always earlier.If I dont like waiting,I wont want people to wait too.When I know my friends are there before time,I'M late.If you know me,though I hate waiting,I wont mind.I can wait.But there's a certain limit. Stop on my toes,I'll make hell out of your life.The old me.Changed alot during the last december holidays.For the better and for the worst.Not that violent anymore.Think abit more before acting.No matter what,I will always be who I am. Accept that fact. Why cant people learn to let go?Why must we compete against one another?Why cant life be so much simplier?Why must things turn out to be so complicated?Why cant you just think harder?Why cant you see things in a different light?WHY CANT YOU be mine...? Why cant I get over it?Why are you always in my mind?Why cant you not lie?Why cant I be part of your life?Or all this while,you just dont realise..? Waiting for Angela to be online.And wth is Vivienne? [Please wtf/wtfh/wth can also be Where the ... not only What the...] Ohh.There's the angel(: Gotta discuss work soon.HAHAHA.SIANN.Getting no work done._. And I'm damm bored.Out of my wits. Good.I think already did it.Now only need to end it.Gawhh D; Need talk about the woman =o= [dota-ing got so long one mehs?] *tired* I wanted you to know.I just dont want to tell you..That I like you.Facebook page which I agree(: I feel like sleeping._. Hmm I'm bored.Bored and bored again.Hmm I HATE WAITING :# LMAO.See who wann go walk walk(: I see I can go not.Gawhh D; Now I end up stuck at home==" Just now after mopping floor,I go off my mum's room the fan.Then suddenly the fan 'open' and the blade cracked =o= The small bits of the blade made a small cut on my toe D; But it doesnt hurt.SIANN.Cant go out with Kaisin T^T My trust has just faded together with time.One day the history will repeat.Gawhh Ming Hui Jie(: I missed you.So do my bro.Though he not with me.But he keep mentioning about you(x Seriously,what do I mean to you..?I'm not gonna be the same.Never again...Until you realise,I'm always there for you.But when I need you,where were you..?I was completely forgotten.. Anyways,Bowen Kor arhs,Hotel City is like Resturant City luhs.I no play Resturant city liaos :# I too lazy.TeeHehehe(: Yellow is the colour of the sunshine.My love will be under the cosy hot sun. Randomly in love with you(: xoxo Ningy - You are my sunshine.Gawhh D; Cant see you since its raining :# |
That Complicated Girl♥ NING There's nothing wrong with my name. Born on 3rd September 1997;Virgo. Currently Perfectly Twelve. An Anthonian and a CCHYian DEAD.STUPID.AINT PRETTY. STRESSED.CHEATED. BETRAYED.HURT.TROUBLED. CRAZY.GIVEN UP.FAILURE. RANDOM. The PROBLEMATIC Dare Angel. Not a tame cat, but a wild tigeress. RAWR(; Being bad and evil like a devil^^ I'm not a nice and sweet girl. Accept the fact that I'm NAUGHTY not Cocksure about being unsure we undefine,we uninstall,we tear down walls lose like artists who rise and fall win like losers knowing the score seeing the haws yet WANTING IT ALL our finishing line drawn in childish scrawl Living in this world♥
Complication;Simplify Black;White Yes;No Right;Wrong Smile;Frown Love;Hate Me;You Life is Never Fair, Never Perfect. But all is not lost yet. No matter what, Live your life to your fullest. If memories can be erased, I would erase a whole lot of it. If life was a subject, I would have failed miserably. If love was everything, I would have lost everything. If friends were laughter, I wonder how my life would be. If I could slit my wrist and jump down the brigde, I think my life wouldnt be that painful after all. If I can fly like a kite, able to soar above the skies, my troubles would be all over. If dying can solve the problem, it wont harm to die. If trying hard can cause so much to happen, I wont try. If I can end my troubles, my life would be way better. I want to give up sometimes. What kept me going until now? Looks really can be devicing - The smiles in a picture. Words can mean alot - The letters that I pick. Love can be really fragile - My heart is breaking,into many million pieces. Life can be really complicated - All this mess. Life can be really simple - I love you(: You happy,I happy,we all happy. You smile,I smile,we all smile. You sad,I sad,we all sad. You cry,I cry,we all cry. You die,I die,we all die. Most importantly, I got you,you got me. Perfect(: Life aint gonna get any better. Its already at its best(; And its horrible. But hey, look on the brighter side of horrible life [: Heal the Heart(*: Let it out♥ Complications♥ CCHYians(: Jadelyn 'Jie'♥ Vivienne Mei♥ Ying Xuan♥ Fiona♥ Claire♥ Wei Xiang♥ Nichole♥ Melissa Mei♥ Jess♥ Angela Jie♥ Anthonians(: Yu Qin Mei♥ Yoon Shan Mei♥ Claudia Jie♥ Wen Hui Jie♥ Samatha Jie♥ Kai Sin Jie♥ Genice Jie♥ Terence Kor♥ TeriAnne Jie♥ Odessa Mei♥ Javier Lee Kor♥ Bowen Kor♥ Jie Yi Jie♥ Dephne Jie♥ Thiruvenika♥ Friends(: Elain♥ Class/School Blogs(: 1E'1o♥ SJAB♥ My beloved Gans[Total:45]♥
Forever Loving and Remembering them♥ 27th January 1997 - Giggs Kor and Dephne Jie 28th January 1997 - Terence Kor and Merlyn Jie 6th February 1997 - Eugene Kor 21st February 1997 - Claudia Jie 25th February 1997 - Denise Jie 5th March 1997 - Dexuan Kor 6th March 1997 - Jie Yi Jie and Diyana Jie 18th March 1997 - Yuan Sheng Kor 26th March 1997 - Angela Jie 27th March 1997 - Kheng Quan Kor 31st March 1997 - Crystal Jie 1st April 1997 - Genice Jie 3rd April 1997 - Zhen Yi kor 7th April 1997 - Yap Woon Jie 16th April 1997 - Leon Kor 7th May 1996/1998 - Wei Xiang Kor and Yoon Shan Mei 23rd May 1997 - Samantha Jie 31st May 1997 - Hao Yi Kor 1st June 1996 - Jun Jie Kor 19th June 1997 - Bowen Kor 23rd June 1997 - Teri Anne Jie 3oth June 1997 - Kai Sin Jie 7th July 1996 - Ming Hui Jie 29th July 1997 - Wen Hui Jie 5th September 1997 - Nikki Mei 8th September 1997 - Camelia Mei 27th September 1997 - Joreen Mei 12th October 1997 - Chan Qing Mei 2oth October 1997 - Chloe Mei 27th October 1997 - Joshua Di 28th October 1997 - Estella Mei 29th October 1997 - Jadelyn 'Jie' 4th November 1997 - Valerie Mei 21st November 1997 - Evonne Mei 22nd November 1997 - Melissa Mei 23rd November 1997 - Nita Mei 28th November 1997 - Jing Yi Mei 6th December 1997 - Odessa Mei 9th December 1997 - Raeann Mei 23rd December 1997 - Vivienne Mei 28th December 1997 - Yu Qin Mei Memories♥ |
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