1. Everybody doesnt have to love me

2. It is okay to make mistakes

3. Other people are okay and I am okay

4. I dont have to control things

5. I am responsible for my day

6. I can handle it when things go wrong

7. It is important to try

8. I am capable

9. I can change

1o. Other people are capable

11. I can be flexible

I strongly believe you can try to remember all this(: And I hope I've helped you :] I'm sorry for what I actually said in the past that hurt you ._." But dont worry!It wont happen again.I'm glad to have a great Mei like you^^

And I definately LOVE YOU(: So cheer up and continue to SMILE AND LAUGH okay?

Alright.That's all uhh._. Today was so-so.And so was the past few days._." Nothing interesting ehh?

I will be there when you need me,rest assure,but I may not be there all the time when you want me.

Though we cant accept one another,but I will love you for who you are,no worries,but will you love me for who I am?

Life aint a fairytale.Fairytales,my initial thoughts,were just packs of lies and they build up a fantasy in you.But in actual life,they teach you a lesson through lies,aint giving a lesson.

The difference between school and life?In school,you are only taught a lesson and then given a test.In life,you are given a test that teaches you a lesson.

I know I know.I know very well everyone needs a chance.But who has ever gave me a chance I needed?You ironic devil,never meant what you said.Dont you know you are hurting a poor innocent girl,who worries over the matter daily,suffering sleepless nights?I dont think she deserves to be ill-treated like that.To make the matter worst,you are her FRIEND ._.

I dont know why,after I stopped 'love'ing,I begin to ask myself if that is true?I just hope its true and it will stay.But I just realised that you are drifting away.I dont want it all to end this way,but...I realised that I just cope anymore.I guess,you are just to much and to difficult to have..?It just aint going anywhere.

I just need some time to adjust and absorb the fact that you are no longer with me,that you dont even care about me,that you dont wanna care,that that that...You just like _ _ _...It just hurts so much upon knowing;realising;feeling;getting the horrible truth..

*realityhittedmerealhard* One day,one perfect day,that perfectly nice and wonderful day TO YOU might just be the day I proclaim I'm officially died - Mentally and Physically:# I will just give up myself and you.

Slit your wrist,jump off an overhead brigde,let lose of all the troubles~

Hmm I guess that should be all._." Byee...?

I have alot to say,but when I face you,partically nothing came out...
xoxo
#Ningy-Chan;The supppppeeeeeer suckish girl [: