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Complication: 18th November 2o1o; Thursday :/ Well, just realised something . I dunno if its my fault or what, but ... People just dont understand me ... I wanna break down and cry sometimes . But ... It isnt worth it is it ? Life's complicated yet simple . It just doesnt make senses . If you wanna me to accept fate, somehow I refuse to . I wont concede defeat . It doesnt matter what you think now . To me everything I do, wont make you come back anymore . If you really wanna end this, dont take your time and hurt me over and over again ! I cant seem to think straight . WHY THE HELL YOU GO AND MAKE THINGS SO COMPLICATED ! D: It really hurts . This sucks . Life sucks . I suck . You rock . Thats the undeniable truth . Wow . It took me long enough to realise [: I really really really wanna give up . But ... Am I giving myself up or you ? I just cant seem to walk into your heart . Where are you ? Imma dead dead girl [: Ningy-Chan; Dead little princess :/
Complication: 12th November 2o1o;Friday D: Emo day .__." My world's upside down now. And somehow, deep inside me, I know you dont understand me at all. All of a sudden, it feels like the whole world's against me and I can break down anytime. I had enough ... There has to be an end to all this right ? I choose to believe tomorrow will be a better day, but ... My choice was wrong. I just wanna let go, give up and surrender ... There's not much use anymore. When there's no reason, there's no need. Then, there wont be me... Murder me, kill me, whatever. Ningy-Chan; The wanna be dead [: You just dont get it. You just dont see it. Stop acting like you do. - headache -
Complication: 1oth Novemeber 2o1o;Wednesday(: Helloh ._." Back to blog ... Its really boring ! I want to sleep D: Bored bored bored T^T Super bored. Very bored. VEry very bored ... Ningy-chan;the super bored girl D:
Complication: 6th November 2o1o;Saturday(*: Helloh xD Fine fine ==" Continue to talk crap here then._." Si Vivienne! -CURSE YOU- LOL paiseh for not replying messages. SAVE MY MONEY!!! :O Diaooo(: Ohhkae! Kheng Quan! I enjoyed today too! Dont think next time. Very scary. I think worst than watching tong yan bahh? Horhhh Vivienne? LOL sorry and thanks for the book! :D D: Gwahhh D: I'm pathetic! Super pathetic Ningy~ |
That Complicated Girl♥ NING There's nothing wrong with my name. Born on 3rd September 1997;Virgo. Currently Perfectly Twelve. An Anthonian and a CCHYian DEAD.STUPID.AINT PRETTY. STRESSED.CHEATED. BETRAYED.HURT.TROUBLED. CRAZY.GIVEN UP.FAILURE. RANDOM. The PROBLEMATIC Dare Angel. Not a tame cat, but a wild tigeress. RAWR(; Being bad and evil like a devil^^ I'm not a nice and sweet girl. Accept the fact that I'm NAUGHTY not Cocksure about being unsure we undefine,we uninstall,we tear down walls lose like artists who rise and fall win like losers knowing the score seeing the haws yet WANTING IT ALL our finishing line drawn in childish scrawl Living in this world♥
Complication;Simplify Black;White Yes;No Right;Wrong Smile;Frown Love;Hate Me;You Life is Never Fair, Never Perfect. But all is not lost yet. No matter what, Live your life to your fullest. If memories can be erased, I would erase a whole lot of it. If life was a subject, I would have failed miserably. If love was everything, I would have lost everything. If friends were laughter, I wonder how my life would be. If I could slit my wrist and jump down the brigde, I think my life wouldnt be that painful after all. If I can fly like a kite, able to soar above the skies, my troubles would be all over. If dying can solve the problem, it wont harm to die. If trying hard can cause so much to happen, I wont try. If I can end my troubles, my life would be way better. I want to give up sometimes. What kept me going until now? Looks really can be devicing - The smiles in a picture. Words can mean alot - The letters that I pick. Love can be really fragile - My heart is breaking,into many million pieces. Life can be really complicated - All this mess. Life can be really simple - I love you(: You happy,I happy,we all happy. You smile,I smile,we all smile. You sad,I sad,we all sad. You cry,I cry,we all cry. You die,I die,we all die. Most importantly, I got you,you got me. Perfect(: Life aint gonna get any better. Its already at its best(; And its horrible. But hey, look on the brighter side of horrible life [: Heal the Heart(*: Let it out♥ Complications♥ CCHYians(: Jadelyn 'Jie'♥ Vivienne Mei♥ Ying Xuan♥ Fiona♥ Claire♥ Wei Xiang♥ Nichole♥ Melissa Mei♥ Jess♥ Angela Jie♥ Anthonians(: Yu Qin Mei♥ Yoon Shan Mei♥ Claudia Jie♥ Wen Hui Jie♥ Samatha Jie♥ Kai Sin Jie♥ Genice Jie♥ Terence Kor♥ TeriAnne Jie♥ Odessa Mei♥ Javier Lee Kor♥ Bowen Kor♥ Jie Yi Jie♥ Dephne Jie♥ Thiruvenika♥ Friends(: Elain♥ Class/School Blogs(: 1E'1o♥ SJAB♥ My beloved Gans[Total:45]♥
Forever Loving and Remembering them♥ 27th January 1997 - Giggs Kor and Dephne Jie 28th January 1997 - Terence Kor and Merlyn Jie 6th February 1997 - Eugene Kor 21st February 1997 - Claudia Jie 25th February 1997 - Denise Jie 5th March 1997 - Dexuan Kor 6th March 1997 - Jie Yi Jie and Diyana Jie 18th March 1997 - Yuan Sheng Kor 26th March 1997 - Angela Jie 27th March 1997 - Kheng Quan Kor 31st March 1997 - Crystal Jie 1st April 1997 - Genice Jie 3rd April 1997 - Zhen Yi kor 7th April 1997 - Yap Woon Jie 16th April 1997 - Leon Kor 7th May 1996/1998 - Wei Xiang Kor and Yoon Shan Mei 23rd May 1997 - Samantha Jie 31st May 1997 - Hao Yi Kor 1st June 1996 - Jun Jie Kor 19th June 1997 - Bowen Kor 23rd June 1997 - Teri Anne Jie 3oth June 1997 - Kai Sin Jie 7th July 1996 - Ming Hui Jie 29th July 1997 - Wen Hui Jie 5th September 1997 - Nikki Mei 8th September 1997 - Camelia Mei 27th September 1997 - Joreen Mei 12th October 1997 - Chan Qing Mei 2oth October 1997 - Chloe Mei 27th October 1997 - Joshua Di 28th October 1997 - Estella Mei 29th October 1997 - Jadelyn 'Jie' 4th November 1997 - Valerie Mei 21st November 1997 - Evonne Mei 22nd November 1997 - Melissa Mei 23rd November 1997 - Nita Mei 28th November 1997 - Jing Yi Mei 6th December 1997 - Odessa Mei 9th December 1997 - Raeann Mei 23rd December 1997 - Vivienne Mei 28th December 1997 - Yu Qin Mei Memories♥ |
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